yep, but i swear he had tears in his eyes, which automatically made me cry:Lxxxx
yeah but you said something about your dad going to tell you something but one of the twins walked in..... maybe that was him trying to tell you but didn't want them to know xxxxx
true yeah! I guess he did in hes own way but he mumbled, and i could tell he wasn't okay://xxxxx
yeah i know, when we was all at the hospital, we was like ohhh he willl have to go and have an operation and then he will be fine, but it wasn't meant to be :( xxxxx
i know://, it bugged me and i'll never forgive mom and dad for not telling me xxxxxx
can't regreat it! you wasn't to know! nobody knew it was going to happen :( just one of those things xxxxx
yeah but you can't help blaming yourself, espcially as it was actually unexpected xxxx
and me, but me and mom was there for about 2weeks on n off when nan was in hospital, but it was just after then, we only used to go like once a month :( xxxx
iky just around the time he died i was usually out with my mates when mom went around:( I went strange and stopped sleeping there, or anywhere, regret that loads ngl xxxxx