If you could say one thing to all of your friends what would it be
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being a shitty friend I'm sorry for not being here when you need me I'm sorry for being so upset all the time and ruining your moods I'm sorry I'm alive I'm sorry you have to put up with my bullshit and my messed up mind I'm sorry for putting you through my problems and if I were you I would've left my side already, I feel like all my friends hate me and it's the worst feeling looking at your group of friends to know that most of them think lowly of you
Are you happy?
I wish I was honestly I do I try to convince myself that I'm happy but really I haven't true happiness in such a long time so I don't even remember what it feels like to be happy