No Ugh this is always hard to explain Being suicidal is wanting to die or kill yourself But I just wouldn't be able to do that because id be afraid of hurting the people who care about me So basically I wish I wasn't born, because then there'd be no one to care that I wasn't alive because they'd never know me Yeah it's confusing idk
so i know you self harm but are you suicidal?
Um anon Well it's not so much that I'm suicidal, more that I just wish I was never born really. But yeah what can you do
Woke up, passed out, woke up again, tried walking downstairs and almost passed out again, read fan fiction, went on ask,fm, threw up, read fanfiction, threw up some more, read some more fanfiction, cried, cried some more and yeah you get the idea