Natalie Rose Sparks

Absolutely not. What happened with me and that junkie only happened once. ONCE! And tbh. I wish it never happened at all. I wish I never even met her. But unfortunately, I do know her. I did do that with her. But it's my biggest regret. If I could go back in time to the day I met her, shit, I would fucking turn my back the other direction and fucking book it and never look back. I want her out of my life. And I don't want her to step a foot back in. We didn't do it twice, three times, four times, or anything after that. We did what we did ONCE! I donno what else to fucking tell you people. I'm trying to move on with my life. I'm trying to be a better person. I'm trying to be a better daughter, sister, niece, granddaughter, bestgale, and mostly.. To be the best girlfriend I can be to only person I want to be with and that's Andi. But I can't do that when all you people do is take the truth and make some shit out of it. Why can't you people just leave me the fuck alone and let me do me. Let me work on me. Let me work on my friendships and relationship. I don't need you people to keep doing this. I love Andi with everything I have. Yes, I made a ton of mistakes. But I am here for Andi. I am all Andis. Im his. But the shit you guys are hearing now, is not fucking true. Lizzie just can't except the fact that I don't want to be with her. I have no feelings like that for her in any way. Not anymore. I used to think that i could never hate her. That I could never disrespect her. But I am so far gone that.. Tbh. I fucking hate Elizabeth Jane Odell. And I will talk as much shit about her as I please. I really wish I didn't have to see her in these fucking hallways. I wish she would just move to Michigan like she said she would do and never come back. Or I wish i could move to Valpo or westville and never show my face in LaPorte ever again. No, I wish I wasn't even fucking here on this goddamn place called hell. But to me, it feels a lot like hell. If yall wanna hire someone to kill me. Go right ahead. I'll be waiting and I won't give two shits. Now, I don't want to hear Lizzie's name or anything about her ever again. And whoever is gonna keep sending me shit about her, I will not answer them under any circumstances. From this day forward, I do not know a person named "Lizzie", "Elizabeth", or "Lezzie" or whatever else you wanna call her. Sorry, but I have no idea who that is. Nor do I want to know. Have I made myself clear about all this bullshit?? Yes? Ok. Now leave me alone.

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