If something is disrupting your Mental Peace, its ok to take a step back. Share what is on your mind with someone you trust. Reflect on the matter and Recharge yourself with possible solutions. Because Life will keep throwing Curve Balls at you and you have to practice on how to knock them out.
When you have fought many battles you start hating wars I don’t like fights,I avoid it at any cost,I don’t like what I become when I fight. But if there is no other choice then it isn’t the matter of how well I fight,I don’t lose! Never did!