I felt guilty, hopeless, and a lot of self-hatred while I was making a really difficult decision

Listening to some emotional music on a good day one of those good cried it was just a couple tears tho probably was needed

It was over a guy. Stupid

I was angry thats all that needs to be known

I hurt my cock trying to put it in a tight dry young asshole

the other day bc I hate life and what I'm trying to overcome seems impossible and I just want to be dead but idk how

I felt like i hadda force myself to even though i knew i needed to

I always be crying

Skeletons in the closet 🙀

My dad has stage 3 lung cancer