Try and create a friendly voice in your head that will keep it real with you. You sometimes need a friend in the silence against the self deprecating one that was created by the traumas you endured. Do what you enjoy. Try find the good in every situation, or at least the positives. Focus your energy in what moves your heart. Don’t forget to go easy on yourself, you’re doing your best. Your body is working very hard too, take care of it as you would nurture someone you loved dearly. Tomorrow is not guaranteed, try not to put things off. You don’t have to be famous or rich to change the world. Happiness and “making it” means many different things. Just because you don’t want to be a famous footballer or YouTuber or chase money, doesn’t mean you wasn’t successful. Maybe your success is a camper can you live in and travel the world. As long as you’re happy with your life, that’s all that matters. Try not to stress, things always work out. Main important thing in life, is to learn to adapt, that way you won’t be scared of possible situations in life, coz you will trust in your ability to adapt and make best of the situation. Be determined, kind, and always search for knowledge and to understand humans, as much as they may hurt or make you sad. Sometimes we have to look at things from a none emotional side to understand. People spend a lot of time looking for their purpose. You’re powerful enough to make it instead. Make your purpose. You always got this. Never give up.