Do you care about how people might perceive you or what they’ll think about you going off of your posts on here?
I do for a moment and then I think about all the dumb shit I watch people do and say on a daily basis and remember that people aren't that bright so there's no reason to ever give a fuck about their opinion.
Do you think your childhood affects the way you love?
Your childhood affects everything about everything you do as an adult. Whether it be positive or negative good or bad right or wrong everyone is a product of their environment both of what they went through and where they came from whether they like it or not. Whether they remain that, they have a choice over.
Add a zero and then maybe we can have a conversation about it but $100,000 for that no not worth it. I get anxious and start to panic when I'm holding my cell phone it just doesn't work because my family still lives in Podunk who the f cares middle of nowhere.