okay I don't want to go into details but so im going to shorten it: him and my best friend didn't like each other at all. bc I've came to my bestfriend every time I was feeling hurt by jason. so when me and Jason got kind of serious my best friend didn't like it. after some things happened {leaving those parts out } my best friend told me to choose and I picked my best friend. I couldn't risk getting hurt my jason and not have anyone. yeah I'm cold hearted, fucked up & a bitch. and honestly I feel bad that's how we ended things. but shit happens and I can't take it back.