jess

Ok.
So, we have been friends since year 2. In that time we have had sooooooo many pathetic stupid little fall outs, over nothing really. But this one is serious. I understand that I annoy you sometimes, and you annoy me sometimes. You giving me this hate has thought me a lesson, I don't know why I bother standing up for you, forgiving you, or saying sorry when we have arguments, because you don't realize how much I try, I try and be your friend because I wanted it to work. I stood up for you when zishan insulted you about your hair, I sent him sooo many messages on facebook telling him to stop, yet I then get told i'm a crap friend? I try with you, I really do. But you telling me to kill myself, calling me fat, ugly, a 'poser' etc.. shows me how you actually felt. What makes it more sick is that you can do it over the internet, You can't even say it to my face, All on anonymous aswell.
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If you don't like me for some reason, don't use the laptop as your shield, say it to my face. Plus, If you class this as bullying, I dred to thing what 'your a lump of shit, go die' is classed as. Saying you're self harming because I'm saying all of this, doesn't sound right. That's why my mum was worried.
Yes, I realize we call eachother names in person, like 'twat' or something, but that's different because it's to eachothers face. You said that straight after you told me to die, you where going to continue with a different question saying ' It was me that said it, joking, don't die my honey bug' or whatever you said, The thing is, Melissa showed me the trick thing a day later, That gave you 12 hours so reply saying it was you, yet you didn't. In that 12 hours I was upset, very upset. Someone had been calling me these names, and told me to die. I knew it was someone from our school, which makes it worse. I only told my mum and dad because they threatend to check my laptop. That's why I told them, I don't care if that makes me a 'pussy' or what ever you called it..
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I wrote this just to show you how much I actually try with you, and what I get back, you're probably going to reply with a sentence trying to be clever or what you normally do, but still. This isn't bullying, you're the one cyber bullying me... Yet I don't 'self harm' about it... I don't know if you self harmed or not, but if you did, you shouldn't have because there was no reason to, and if you didn't, that's horrible saying you did.

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