i got ridiculously drunk last night and got a few things off my chest so i’m slightly better now

gooo the fuuuckkkk away

I was up until 2020
Then it died lol

i used to be but it makes me have ridiculous panic attacks now

oops thought i replied an hour ago

it was a long rough solo shift today lol

treated like a prisoner, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat almost all day, set at 60 degrees in the winter, yelled at and degraded, could go on

only like 10 days i got out right before thanksgiving but it’s cause when my dad visited the psych hospital i begged him to get me out ( a psych ward is a bigger hell than any real life situation i promise you ) and we came up with a bs lie about i had to be discharged to due a death in the family and they wanted to keep me 2-3 months

friends
was hospitalized/institutionalized for it at 17 my senior year