Ask @RoneLTU:

“I endured all this pain alone, that’s why I’ll not let you share happiness with me.” Do you agree or disagree? Why?

Alyazi
Well in first place we don't admit when we are hurt. Then it becomes difficult for other people to know if you're having hard time when you are hiding it you know... but yet we get even more sad when everyone fails to notice that we are tripping it makes it so much painful it becomes hard to share happiness with person who didn't notice... probably your dropped hints, probably the look you had on your face or basically couldn't read minds cuz we make too high expectations when we need comfort yet on denial so hard we can't just go and say we are not okay.

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What’s your current goal?

Alyazi
I don't even know... I have never made one but I actually did like two months ago but when I did my pathetic self didn't allow me to reach just bevause of some errors and careless mistakes because I am just so dumb I can't even do anything properly it hurts*sighs* just how useless a person is when he can't even do proper job on reaching his goal... like that supposed to be purpose of all and what is now left? nothing at all...

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For you Rijouku❤

Zoey the penguin❤
thank you
have been stressing 'a little' lately
I hate speaking in front of people and stuff and I have to speaking exams this month like within a week apart
and I hope to receive cosplay outfit before the event, already got tails now need outfit and a wig (I hate wigs but didn't expection on this one) and I hope it fits my giant head lol
and yeah... getting back to speech need to memorize the whole speech that is 1k words and I am very very slow at it meanwhile most of classmates already finished and are ready and I am just here little by little, step by step...in like super small baby's steps ; u ;

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..🔳🔲Last Space🔲🔳..

!☬♆ᏦᏋᏁ✥ᏦᏬᏁ♆☬!
Something I did, I only showed to my friends but it's kinda thing I did and am proud because it came out as well as I wanted it to and just that one typo triggers me but it's okay it's bearable only people I know watches it so it's okay but I just drop it here in case someone feels like watching something with feels and like a message hidden in it.
https://youtu.be/GLiOAIm4sfw

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Why are there so many people who are lonely? Why is it so hard for people to make real connections when almost everyone wants to make real connections?

There are few reasons I could name as an observer:
♦ People who refuses to believe that they are cute, nice, wonderful, someone's reason to smile in other words that they are good enough. They end up lowering themselves down and think that being lonely is what they deserve etc. I can tell they are ABSOLUTELY wrong and being lonely won't change anything because them talking with someone and making connections can be reason for other person to smile or so.
♦People who have once tasted betrayal. Those kind of people are ether afraid to get too close to someone to not get hurt again or just simply don't want to get disappointed by the high expectations they set. Ether way it started the same and the way they think is similar and once again if people just decide themselves that everyone is not worth their trust it won't help no one. People could say they are helping each other from getting hurt but honestly they are hurting themselves by doing that and that is just circle of life and sometimes life is worth taking risks.
♦And there is group of people who are lonely because so far being with people didn't gain them anything, they felt left out, uncomfortable or not understood so they decide being alone is better but for people like this being lonely is temporary because they just need to meet that one person that makes them feel you know cozy?
That is from my point of view. And I am little of each one, but I don't avoid connections just don't let them get too close that is it.

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yo riku thanks for the like ;) what's your natural hair color

yahya
2015 the year I have pics with my natural hair (https://instagram.com/rijoukuu/) like when I was very little it was blonde but I guess by years it went to more like light brown? I don't know but here none of the pictures are died the colors may look different because of lightings that is it. I never died my hair natural colors like brown or black or blonde. I don't like it at all so yeah the only colors I play with are pink, green, blue there was once purple like too haha ether way here you go

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Do you have more confidence behind a keyboard or in person?

To be honest. Both.
I have answered a question like this a year ago and I will actually repeat myself since I haven't changed. And why is it both? Don't imagine that I am brave and loud person in both in person and behind a keyboard. No. There are moments when I go 'aisuhiadhuiasd' in person AND behind a keyboard. (that is me being embarrassed btw or just saying stuff and then being like oops) in nether scenarios at certain topics I don't think twice before speaking or opposite. DO I make sense? NO. Because no matter how much time passed Riku Logic will forever strike because I was never born to make sense. I am here to be. And if I am weird person that is bad with words and barely can hold a conversation. Then let it be.

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