I said rant last night, but honestly it was more so venting… which was much needed. I’m learning my triggers and I’m learning to say what’s actually on my mind but be kind about it then walk away. I’ll see y’all tomorrow… or the next day
We’re going out to watch Cruella with my niece today
How many babies do you want?
With my partner, 3. I always end up imagining them doing little things with our kids
Are you happy today ?
No
What's wrong ?
I am just feeling a little triggered at the moment. But I’m proud of myself because I actually caught onto this one… I’ll be okay. I think it’s time for me to log out for a bit though
be yourself
I am trying to be. 😣 I wish everyone would understand that sometimes it's not that easy for someone to open up after years of trauma. I'm trying so hard to let people in and be myself. But sometimes I put my foot in my mouth or I do something I know I shouldn’t. I’ve asked if you were sure about this? Because I knew damn well it wasn’t going to be easy… I’m trying to step up to the plate, okay? But sometimes I’m going to fall and make a mistake. I’m dusting myself off as best as I can so that I can be a better person AND be myself without worrying. Excuse me… I went off on a rant there. But I also think it was much needed. However, I need to step away for a bit…
My local pizza parlor. I don’t get it often, and I know not a lot of people enjoy cauliflower. But I like pepperoni and sometimes banana peppers on cauliflower crust occasionally. Other times it’s regular crust