Laura

I took a 800mg medicine and it didn't help. I don't want to be a bother so I'll just let them sleep, I don't even care anymore; if it dies so fucking be it I'll go around with a prosthetic

September 15, 2015

Well be careful if its an infection that it doesn't spread anywhere else! It's your decision but if it was me in your situation as much as I'd feel guilty for waking my parents up I'd feel better knowing that going to hospital I could get some rest there and if anything went wrong they would be able to do something then and there rather than it being too late. It's up to you and how you feel though, it's such a shame for you, that can't be easy being in so much pain especially if you're losing sleep etc!! I hope you get better and you find out soon what's wrong and what they can do exactly to help you! :c

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What made you happy today?

September 15, 2015

My college classmates are really encouraging and friendly and I'm happy with the people in my class I'm looking forward to spending the next year with them!

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They're not sure about why this is happening but it goes cold, swells and goes blue from time to time, so clearly the blood circulation gets poor, now its just worse. I don't want to wake up my parents yet

September 15, 2015

You haven't bumped it? It could be anything from an unknown infection or blood cells being destroyed or something entirely different! You're certainly being brave about it though!! :o If it hurts sitting in water take it out and just rest it for a bit the water might make it worse I'm not even sure, you know how bad it is so you have better judgement but definitely if you're in pain go see a doctor at the hospital and complain that it is terribly sore or even get some (or stronger) medication to ease the pain more so that you do feel more comfortable and less stressed about the pain!

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I already have my leg in a thing of hot water, its hurting like fuck

September 15, 2015

Be careful that the swelling isn't caused by internal bruising sometimes its not as visible if its the muscles or tissue! Have they figured out what it is that's wrong? Did it just happen? :o

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I'm suffering poor blood circulation at the moment -> Cold slows down blood circulation, thus I'd be making the process of gangrenous necrosis even faster .-.

September 15, 2015

What about room temperature or warm water, that would relax your muscles slightly but I'm not entirely sure how that would affect the circulation- whether it would make it worse or the smallest bit better :/ if its really really bad that you're worrying about it you should maybe go back to the hospital they'd be able to suggest some way to keep you comfortable and help the circulation!? I'd suggest going to see them before tomorrow if its getting worse and if its really worrying you!

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My foot has been blue for awhile now and the pain is intensifying; I'm afraid I'll soon be at the stage of gangrene formation.

September 15, 2015

Maybe keep in mind all of your options just in case it gets worse? Are you able to put ice round the swelling and the most painful sections or you could try putting it in a bucket/ basin of cold water to reduce the swelling a bit? :o

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I'm scarred

September 15, 2015

Why what's wrong?

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i was gonna rant but you do you do what seems best for you

September 15, 2015

Why are you so determined and settled on picking an argument? I don't see what you need to rant about I already said you have an opinion and I respect you have one but that doesn't mean I'm going to go changing for people because that's the last thing to do!

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you taaalkkk tooo much i loose interest in reading after 1/4 since i have ADHD

September 15, 2015

You don't need to read it all I only suggested a few crucial opinions but its okay you don't concern yourself with that...

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you are way too polite to people you don't assert any kind of power in yourself making you easy to manipulate as i did now that's and rather then being disgusting i find it something that i don't need

September 15, 2015

I don't think there's anything wrong with having manners, trying to be polite or courteous. You don't have to like "the way I am", thats on me what approach i take with people and how i choose to convey and present myself. You didn't and aren't manipulating me, you have an opinion I respect that you have an opinion. If trying to see and make the best of situations from everyday problems makes me a bad, horrible or "disgusting" person then so be it, I'm trying to accept my flaws and qualities and I can at least say I'm not being artificial or pretending to be something and someone I'm not, I'm honest about myself and I don't think that's a bad thing. I don't see why taking an "angry" or "arrogant" approach to life or any situations will get you any further life is about learning along the way and realising your own potential as an individual. I do think using "disgusting" to partially describe what you see as a flaw or weakness in myself is quite harsh and it's a rather strong word to be throwing in there. I'm can't apologise for being my true self and trying to accept certain aspects of myself that others find irritating or "no use for it". What comes with power... comes great responsibility but neither makes you feel your true self nor does it make you any better of a person.

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you are just the way i find people most disgusting being sorry

September 15, 2015

You don't have to like "the way I am" and don't be sorry because you're not really sorry for your own opinion. I do think it's a bit harsh to almost make out that I own qualities that are disgusting because I try to see good through bad I think it's just seeing things from a different perspective and if that makes me a bad person or horrible then so be it, I can't change what I'm used to and how I see my surroundings. I won't apologise for my flaws or qualities because its part of learning about myself and I feel that it's one of the things I need to accept myself. It's your opinion though so I can't really argue if you feel that way!

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it's funny how i have done that and i know farm more then im showing i just feel disgusted atm

September 15, 2015

That's not good :/ well I hope that changes for you.. I know I can't and won't be able to say much to help because I know it won't be as helpful for you as maybe it's easier for others. Music is always helpful even when you don't feel like doing anything.

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once you suppress your feelings to point of being blank it takes long time to open it up and may never recover 100%

September 15, 2015

Well keep some people you consider close or trustworthy to stay open to even if you only open up slightly like family members or really good friends. that way there's still small feeling and its not as stressful as bigger issues! I mean it is up to you to decide.

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you go too deep into things that are simply better left like that

September 15, 2015

I know I'm sorry, sometimes it's true though.

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i feel like i would need button to reduce myself on level of child so i wouldn't need to care

September 15, 2015

I mean you can try to suppress certain feelings but its not always healthy to do that. Like the saying its easy to forgive but not forget, it can work the same way with emotions it's harder to forget and cope but easier to feel distracted for a while.

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last word was right im off to bed now

September 15, 2015

Okay if you feel like talking again that's cool! :)

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only with flaws can you be perfect. everyone can take that way they think that is im too sick of my life atm

September 15, 2015

I'm not so sure of the concept behind "perfection" it seems so unrealistic! Even if you do feel that way yourself you won't always be seen in that way by others, some make exceptions and see past certain aspects and qualities to see the good or better in something or someone!

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gH476CxJxfg i had to, but besides my jokingly put song for once again i reinforced that i'm shit human being

September 15, 2015

I don't think you are but your perspective is and will be different from anyone else's because we all see different identities, characteristics and objects! I know you don't like talking about it much so I won't say much more other than I think you criticise yourself very harshly maybe more than you need to. :)

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kik?

Here to Help

September 15, 2015

Sorry I don't give it out too many creeps lurking about on these social media sites!

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that i'm idiot who should be locked up?

September 15, 2015

What why? Are you having a bad day? :/

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sup

September 15, 2015

Hellooo! :) What's the most interesting thing you've found out today/ have you learned anything new today?

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Which famous person from the past would you most like to meet?

September 14, 2015

Martin Luther King, I really loved his speech and I think he unfortunately fought and died for a great cause- attempting to stop racism and discrimination!

I think I'd also like to have met Pablo Picasso and Vincent Van Gogh for art and painting advice and techniques! Their work really inspires me and I really like Picasso's painting of "The weeping woman" spurs emotion inside you when you dig deeper into the meaning behind it about the Spanish war and his painting conveyed how he felt the conflict impacted families! I love the both artists are very different , Picasso using the cubism technique.

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What is your height?

September 14, 2015

5'6-ish my little brother is taller than me, he's about 5'8/9... He's not stronger than me though so I still have a better advantage! :)

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Syötkö persikkaa??❤️

September 14, 2015

Peaches... Oh peaches, how wonderful they are! Seriously I do like peaches though and they're healthy for you too! ??

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no answer means you do hate men :O

September 13, 2015

Don't be immature I'm not answering because I feel like its just going to offend or upset whoever has strong opinions about females and doesn't like my opinion, my aim is not to argue but to respect the opinion even if I don't agree with it and in return the other person do the same. We all have opinions some, stronger than others but I'm not trying to upset or offend anyone with my opinion I'd just like that person who did ask to please respect and not make assumptions about me from one opinion about female equality and feminists. I don't want to upset anyone I'm just sharing an opinion, that's all!

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