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Don't force yourself only for us if you need a break take it...we understand you

i did take a little break, which i never do but it was definitely needed. just a few quick updates for u because i know it’s been confusing. thank you for being there for me through all of this. I truly don’t deserve you & you’ve helped me more than you know. when i went to philly it was really rough. a lot of things in my personal life came crashing down at once and i was feeling super alone, confused, and heartbroken. this mixed with the pressure of appearing happy everyday for millions of people put me in a really dark place. then when i got home angel wasn’t moving. she couldn’t stand without falling over, and was seizuring. lyd and i are by ourselves so it’s been a really scary experience , especially with everything going on. we took her to the vet twice and after 5 days on the second visit they hospitalized her. they’re trying to stabilize her and run tests to see what’s going on. we’re all very scared , as she’s always been fragile and unstable. if you guys remember, i got her from a breeder and didn’t do my research, and she’s come with birth defects and complications. we’re doing everything we can. she’s been on IV and fighting for the past two days, we’re around $3000 deep in vet bills and more to come. it’s been a lot to handle in 2 weeks but the best we can do is stay positive, which is what i tell you guys all of the time. and it’s harder than it seems . my chest is heavy, i have no motivation for anything and i’ve barely gotten any sleep or food. but today we’re gonna try our best. thank you for being there for me. I know it’s been scary and confusing and i didn’t want to leave you all in the dark. I love you forever & always. trying to be strong for you and the people around me. thank you for understanding

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Why you keep saying that your life is worse I think your life is perfect I mean you have friends you have a big house you have supporters you have your family you are talented. I want to have your life

a lot of things happen behind the scenes. you guys only get to see what i show you and i try to show u the happy part of my life but i’m human, i have feelings just like all of u. i get sad, i have problems, i deal with the same problems you do. a big house and talent aren’t everything, money isn’t everything. i’m so lucky to have my amazing supporters and my friends but i am allowed to struggle in life. my life has been very complicated rn and i just don’t want to get into details here but i shared my feelings with u because i know u guys look up to me and i felt like i needed to explain why i wasn’t being active and why i was a little sad. i wouldn’t trade my life for anything in this world but understand things aren’t perfect for me

How is Angel feeling?

i’m so sorry i’m not there for you guys right now. need u more than ever. i’m so so sorry. i love you. angels really not doing well and we are making some really difficult decisions now and things were already not good. feeling super overwhelmed , chest is super heavy and i’m doing my best to be strong. please know i’m trying.

It was a rumor that tou liked a photo of geo...i dont think that's a bad thing i dont know why people have to make it such a big deal🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

i did like his photo lol. it’s just a like but people started overreacting so i unliked it

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