Woah, I often think i have it bad. My life hasnt been fab either but some of it is my fault and when i hear what you have been through it makes me realise how lucky I am to have a mum that i live with. Thank you for that xxx
i find no one has had the perfect life, and i do agree, i havent helped at time, there was a lot more i could do for my mum. you are very lucky, as are people with separated parents, parents in general man...never take them for granted if they do their best xxx
Is that the book about thevwhite woman who became a geisha? Brilliant book
no, she is Chinese i do believe, she came from a fisherman town and her mum was gravely ill so her father sold her and her sister to a geisha house to pay for medication for their mother and she become the most successful geisha ever even though her mum dies and her father shortly passed of a broken heart. it also teaches about how the war changed Asia for the better and worse.
Good for her, your mum is a brave strong woman and I applaud people like that xxx
no one can say anything bad abut her, she's managed to clothe me, feed me, given me a roof to stay under and good manners and traditions whilst being disabled and mentally unwell over the years and a single parent with next to no support. i think more parents should take my mums attitude and truly focus on their kids, because ive been utterly spoilt considering how little we've had. xxx
Earliest memory
Singing to my great grandad on a blue stool, i was about 3...he died when i was 3 and a half and he couldnt understand what i was singing but he always applauded me. also when i used to stab holes in paper thinking he'd be able to read it as he's half blind so it was my attempt at braille
I really admire people like you. You had a bad start in life but it doesnt give you an excuse to be a layabout bum like some (poet), you want to better yourself. Go you, thats absolutely brill xxc
i do, i dont want my upbringing, which wasnt the worst it couldve been, to affect me, i think it's actually made me quite a strong person and it's what makes me strive :) xxx
Omg how? (Angel story)
i was quite young and neither i or my friend could swim, but we went to the beach one day, and i took my water statue for support, my friend jumped off a rock into the sea to see what diving felt like but she hit her head on a rock beneath the water and she went under, i couldnt save her as i couldnt swim yet alone pull her to shore and there was no lifeguard as it's a private beach but i grabbed my statue and i held it as hard as i could praying she'd be okay, my hands were bleeding and it was a sign to me that i had a guardian watching how true my payers were as soon enough she was washed to shore nearby although the current was wrong for that to happen. i only have two statues left now, earth and water, fire and air were broken in storage a few years ago, but my eyes still glisten looking at my statue.
i probably shouldnt share this but i like to be honest about my mum the whole reason my mum is a sufferer of mental health is because she was raped by her brother from the age of 7-14 and i couldnt applaud her more and give her enough support for finally having the police on her side to send that horrible man to prison. xx
Best xmas present this year?
Spending the time with my mum tbh, apart from that, my appointment with MAC to have my make up done privately and my Flash perfume - Jimmy Choo.
Best film? oh my gosh, my childhood favourite is the fox and the hound but nowadays it's Geisha...made from my favourite book...memoirs of a geisha,
Im going to sound like an idiot but whats blood letting
bloodletting ˈblʌdlɛtɪŋ/Submit noun noun: blood-letting 1. historical the surgical removal of some of a patient's blood for therapeutic purposes.back in the 1950s i think it was it was used as a therapeutic method as it left the patient so weak they couldnt really do anything, they became very relaxed but it is very unhealthy. my mum was letting about 15 Kenco coffee jars a week, she was constantly getting blood put back into her due to how much she was losing. she became very ill. she was ill when she was doing it as her dissociative behaviour disorder made her believe she could sell it so we'd be able to afford food...
Do u like ur handwriting?
not at all :)
Who is sally
The lady i live with in supported lodgings
Her mates ex
good for her i suppose? stop gossiping on my ask please?
You give me strength
i do? how so? if you ever need someone dont hesitate to talk to me on my tumblr or facebook okay?
Do you belive in: 1 ghosts, 2 angels, 3 fairies
1.Energy doesnt just disappear so i believe in the possibility 2.There was an incident when i was younger when i used to have elemental angel statues and id wish to them and they saved my best friends life.. 3. i wish there were fairies :3
Are you asleep
no
Opinion on will wilkinson
who
Bex slept with brandon
who is brandon
Have a look you never know who you have
- looking through the people online- David Vega Dayton Brown Ricki Carcass Tim Cronk Jake McKay Jake Chandler there's a fair few idk
Jake sibley?
who
Why didnt u go arrons!
i really wish i couldve! but i had to be home by 130 and i had no idea where i was going, no money for a bus or drink so i planned to stay home but then sally bought me loads of drink and took me to the pub and bought me more and tobacco so yeah ;/
Worst thing you have ever seen with ur own eyes?
probably the jars of blood my mum filled when she was blood letting, that and before the night of my history retake there was blood....everywhere, i was up all night scrubbing it so when she came home from hospital she wouldnt be embarassed and ashamed. everytime i see my mum ill i break down, it's the worst thing to see the person you hold closest to you, falling apart in front of you day by day.