??Have you ever been to Mexico? Do you like Mexican food? Can you speak Spanish?
No I've not been but I like the look of the Mexican Festivals and celebrations. I like spicy food I'm not exactly sure which Mexican dishes I've tried before though. I know a little bit of Spanish to speak but I can't write in Spanish. ?
Thank you, to be honest this is me trying for a long long time I was very unhappy, broken and lost, oh and not to mention completely negative... But one day I looked at myself, my situation and how it has impacted others around me as well as myself. So I thought to myself being like this is making myself and everything else worse... So here I am now trying to be more positive and reduce the negativity! Too much negativity doesn't help or even get you anywhere if anything it takes you further back than where you want to be or hope to be. ☺️
I've had severe acne and not long got it calmed down, I'm very happy with the appearance of my skin now- I do still get occasional spots but they're nothing compared to how bad my skin was before! For about 2-3 years I'd been going to the doctors about the state of my skin they got me to try using many many face creams and face washing products but none of them helped and I actually reacted very badly to the products. The doctor I'd seen I was in no way impressed with her manner was inappropriate, not understanding and she told me in front of my mum too, to keep using the products that were making me react. When I say react I mean my face was swollen, puffy eyes, swollen and cracked lips, burning sensations all over and it was almost scarring my skin! I was put on pills but they didn't have a great effect and when I got to see my registered doctor before he was retiring I was delighted that he was concerned about how severe it was and he referred me to hospital where I was prescribe high dosage pills with pretty severe side effects luckily I didn't get anything major and within a year of using that I saw a huge improvement and it's really done the trick for me I've not had any severe spots come back. I'm very grateful for that doctor he was the only doctor I couldn't see but when he was available before retiring he gave me the best solution and I'm so grateful that he took it seriously and noticed nothing was improving! If your acne ISN'T severe (you'll know if it is, if it covers your body etc.) I wouldn't recommend high dosage pills because it's a last resort medication for how severe the side effects are and how bad your skin is, however I found that sudocrem and simple face moisturiser helped keep my pores open to allow my skin to breathe and kept my skin feeling fresh. There's a lot of products which didn't work for me like that freederm and clearasil it made my skin worse, best thing to do is find which product or medication is right for you! ?
I've been waiting for someone to ask me this! ? So I have a really strange fascination with Fairies and Pixies, I claimed I used to see them dancing around gardens, woodlands and anywhere there was nature. I don't know what it is but I just really like them, it might be that I like the delicacy and daintiness of them, the way they're said to have magical abilities, they can fly with their little wings and they're just very pretty creatures. I also really like dragons again I'm not sure what it is but I like dragons over unicorns or mermaids that kind of thing. Maybe it's because in some perspectives of films, TV programs and books dragons are conveyed as being quite loyal creatures almost as though they sense human emotion. They fly, they are pretty huge and breathe fire, what's not to love? Also I relate to strange or weird beings so maybe that's why I like these mythical creatures! ☺️?✨
To be honest I find that I can't sit for long especially not with a book, I'm not keen on reading I don't have the patience and it's one of these activities I should enjoy but I just can't feel relaxed or get into it as much as others. My lecturer last year had the impression I was/ am a total book worm and was really shocked to find that actually I rarely read books! Out of the books I have read before I really loved the Magicians Nephew it's supposed to be set as the time before Narnia and this was how it was created apparently, but I didn't know this when I read it. I like that there were little illustrations which helped guide your imagination to what was going on. I really did enjoy that, I also enjoyed reading Nikki French's Until it's Over which strangely I did enjoy and felt more compelled to read on as the main character gets accused for murders which she was always at the crime scene of, if anyone wants to read it I won't spoil it for you! ... So to answer your question I'm really not sure because I'm not much of a reader. ?
Don't say that, maybe you've just had a bad day, week, month, start of the year but there's plenty more months and years for that to change- who knows things might start to look up soon? If you "hate" living then why don't you ignore how others want you to live and live the way you'd like to, you might feel better about things? ?
Q5: Are you still holding on something you need to let go? What is it?
I find it hard to let go of certain feelings, memories and negative emotions especially if what I feel or remember has significant meanings to me I definitely find it so much harder to let go because I learned how to hold quite strong grudges which can remain in the back of my mind.
A lot of questions about him are off limits. I don't want my relationship to involve others, I feel that ruins a relationship and it has in the past for me. Plus we're both happy not being overly public with our relationship. ?
Not with that attitude you won't, there will be things someone will like about you as I say over and over again, one persons' ugly is another persons' beauty. ☺️
Q2: Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing right now?
I suppose I do both actually, I don't like to feel or be rushed so I settle for living in the moment not the future. I also do things on my own terms, such as my choice of study which can be frowned upon and criticised by others. I think it's okay to experience both to see which you feel more comfortable living by and which benefits you most positively. ?
Q4: Have you ever saw insanity where you later saw creativity? What happened?
Hmm this might hit a nerve but I guess I could refer to my past in this sense. My past was my insanity, and creativity was and is my healing process as well as being a passion and interest! Creativity is a distraction, comfort and is enjoyable. ??
Oh dear, that's not good. Well things can get better, you just need to find something to take up your time so you aren't bored. My day has been a good day thank you. ☺️
?Have you ever donated blood? Would you? Do you know your blood type?
I'm not sure, I'm prone to fainting especially around needles so I don't think I'd be able to give a lot. Maybe if I died they'd do a blood transfusion if someone needed blood and it matched my blood type. I also don't actually know what my blood type is I don't think I've ever needed to know my blood type for anything. ?
VQOTD: Have you ever fitted any type of clothing at the shop to see how it looks on you, and you tore/damaged it? If yes, what did you do? If no, how would you most likely handle it?
Not quite, I got stuck in a top once because of the way it fit and I didn't take it off correctly so my makeup got on it, luckily it wasn't white. ??
Strangely I'm superstitious about walking over 3 drains together, not separately. I think the odd number I associate with negative outcomes and it to be unlucky whereas an even amount of something is more positive and seems luckier to me. I know it sounds weird but I feel it to be true, others might not get it. ☺️