aw I'm sorry I shouldn't of asked
It's okay I chose to answer because I think everyone faces an experience or phase like I have and they can learn and change that before it destroys them as a person! I think it's a lesson from trying to discover who you are and are meant to be at least that's how I felt about my experience. I do regret it but I've found that I'm the same type of person and have the same personality traits as when I was younger it just wasn't clear to me then and I learned my mistakes and regrets in the most difficult way possible I could've had. I'm more appreciative of who I am now and when I think about it the things that happened then have been a major rocky step forward that's lead me back into the right direction, I learned I had to work at everything to earn trust and respect etc from the most important people that I hurt. "Not everything is what it seems" but I don't want to live in the past I'm still trying to move forward and keep going than go backwards! :)