Kian Lawley

remember that time when all of our friends had new years plans and we didn't? so we just said fuck it and we took off up north with absolutely no plan? we got there and thought we would just sleep on the side of PCH until i broke the lamp and we got scared so we tried to look for a camp spot. we eventually found one & we had the best fucking time ever. making hot dogs on our little fire we made, drinking beer by the little river at our camp side. EXCEPT when night fell & we had to go to sleep. dude, u are the loudest snorer in the universe. NO JOKE, i woke up from the rumble and tumble u were producing from ur mouth and had to put headphones in to drown ur ass out. hahaha. the roughest night sleep i've ever got. but you know what? i wouldn't trade that memory for the world. just me and u and not a care in the world. maannnnnnn, i don't want to stop typing. i don't want to let this "settle in". this shouldn't be real. u should be right here next to us making us laugh and making us wanna punch u from annoying us so damn much hahaha. especially me and you. we could argue about anything and everything & sometimes it got pretty bad. but u know what? we always ended them with a hug. one of those nice warm, big, tight corey labarrie bear hugs. and if u ever hugged corey, u know what i'm talking about. that kid just had something about him that made u feel safe huh? he always had ur back. he would always do what he could to protect you and make sure u were safe, he was the biggest sweet heart & he would do anything for anybody. hmmmm... i'm just fucking sad dude. so fucking sad. i can't go a second without thinking about u and tearing up over you brother. u were such a big part of my life and so many others. i know ur looking down upon all of us right now keeping us safe and keeping ur friends closer than ever. we love you man. i love u so fucking much, an unbelievable amount. u were such a fucking good friend to me and all of us. but, i'm gonna stop typing this cause i know ur probably tired of reading it, but just know there won't be a day that goes by that i won't think about you and will miss you till the day i see you again. i know one of those hugs are waiting for me ❤️

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this doesn't feel real ... still can't believe it. corey, man u left us to soon . u were the best friend anybody could ever ask for. i've known you for so damn long, whenever anybody asked me how long we had been friends for, i would say: "too long" hahahhaha. at first i didn't think we would become such close friends, but u quickly became my brother. from fucking around in class together, to watching our favorite movie "tangled" together, quoting every damn line... especially ur favorite part "you should know, this is the strangest thing i've EVER DONE!", we did it all. dude u were such a fucking good kid. had the biggest heart and the most contagious laugh. u could walk into any room and everybody would know ur name, u would literally bring the life to the party. u were loved and cherished by so many people and you still are. we will never forget you buddy. there will not be a day that goes by that anybody who knew you would not think about you. u are with us in our thoughts and spirit every damn man. u know what's weird? i can almost hear your voice, i feel like i can still talk to at certain times. like i will have a thought in my head about you and i can almost hear you respond hahaha. we spend so much damn time together and at times i felt like we spend too much time together, but now that ur gone, i feel like we didn't get enough. i will never forget all the times we had together. some of my best memories are with you.

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