I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter It could've been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted
What do you find yourself thinking about just before you fall asleep?
Now a days, it's mostly about the chances I have missed, people that have been lost, words left unsaid, wounds that never healed, things that could have been if I had done it differently. I find myself surrounded by a million thoughts. It all just plays in my head and I cannot seem to turn it off. Maybe, it's this weather or this place. Or maybe, it's just me. It has always been a mess inside my mind.
I am probably one of the most friendliest unfriendly people ever. I am really nice and people have such a good time with me but I don't really like a lot of people and I am kinda mean as well. However, I ain't 'pretty but rude' kinda person.
For years, I thought that I understood women. Like if you'd be nice to them then they'd understand. But lately, I've realized that idk anything. So, Im keeping my distance. Im avoiding them and actually loving this space. It's too toxic these days to argue over small stuff, & thus I can't afford too
Keep dreaming. Don't let anyone stop you from achieving what you want in life. Don't let anyone tell you that you ain't worth it. Keep pushing yourself and patiently wait for the miracle. It's around the corner.