he sent me a video of him with a girl, didnt want to be in a relationship with me, wanted me to be his wife and have his kids only if i lost 15-20 pounds

Because he was emotionally abusive, and out of 6 years never had a job

uhhhhh. not a thing I like to talk about

people change

Which juan

For reasons I can't explain.

He didn't want just me. I guess I wasn't enough

Cause he’s a pos

That was a long time ago. Anyway, I broke up with my ex because she wanted to get married and my parents were fighting and thinking of getting divorced... it was just a bad time, so instead of waiting a month or two she left and almost instantly found someone else. The funny thing is, now she's divorced. I guess that's what happens when you want to get married so badly that you have your wedding planned out and are just searching for a groom.

Which one ???