Not happy, and they just upped my dose on one of them so i’ll be numb yet depressed again soon
Are you feeling okay?
Nope ; i have my expensive 2 minute psych call in 2 hours just to get a refill on my meds and my meds don’t even do anything anymore but if i tell her that then she just tries to shove random shit at me so i keep taking the same things ; thx for coming 2 my ted talk
I miss you and I don't ever want to be without you again, do you feel the same?
No one knows who you are…
Can he tell when you're not happy with something he's done yet?
He pretty much only knows i’m not happy when i have to say no a little louder than my speaking voice, after saying no 20x before that 🥹
About to drink when my swelling goes down
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I’m really sad this guy has been using me for sex
sorry boo it happens to the best of us
Have you ever been upset at your son?
Well yes he’s a toddler, I get frustrated when he does things he isn’t supposed to. Do i yell at him? Absolutely not. Spank him? Nope. I show him repeatedly what’s right from wrong, and I am still instilling him understanding my words / tone of voice.
What cost you more: heat during winter or a/c during summer?
well our AC keeps not working so i’d say heat in winter lmfaooo
What makes you feel better?
Literally just my son. His laugh, his smile, his weird noises he makes, how he gets so excited over little things, watching him explore, etc. The one thing that truly makes me feel what I think happiness is, is him.
has anyone said your husband resembles a young jimmy kimmel?
No lol i’ve never thought that 😭
Tell me about yourself. No judgement
i’m a chronically empty / depressed / anxious mess from a life of unresolved trauma and incurable stupid illnesses. i don’t think i can feel happiness anymore except for when my son is happy, that’s the only time. medications don’t help anymore. it’s always something new. i feel like i’m drowning.
My baby is kicking
congrats
Feel free to cry and open up whenever. I hope you have a shoulder to cry on.