I feel like I understand myself fairly well in certain ways, but there’s a good amount I’m still unsure of… I spent a lot of my time growing up, suppressing aspects of myself or my personality, and/or erasing them all together cause I didn’t think people liked it (I was a big time people pleaser), thought I was weird, embarrassing, annoying, etc. 🥴

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So, while I’m not a blank slate anymore, and definitely know a more of who I am now than I ever did, I think I still have a long way to go. And I don’t particularly think that’s bad. We’re always learning new things, or realizing other aspects of ourselves that we may not have known were there.

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Now, I think it’s fun to grow into myself more and more. I’ve gained confidence that way, and I’m getting more comfortable being myself in various situations I may not have been, even a few years ago. It’s been a very healthy change for me to allow myself to just be vulnerable sometimes, and let people see the so called “half-baked” parts of me that I’m still learning about. ☺️

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I mean, I’ve basically always been of the belief that there is some other life form out there anyways, whether it’s aliens or something else. So my beliefs wouldn’t be changing all that much, I guess it would just be like “ah so I guess it was aliens after all.” 👽

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And it would maybe make me a little less skeptical of some of the “ufo sightings” and such that’s on the news/people’s claims… Cause like, I’m well aware people can and do stage convincing looking videos and photoshop stuff, but some of the stories that have never been “debunked” could definitely seem more legitimate in my mind. And meeting an alien might make me stop and go “huh, well that makes sense now.” 🤔

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But… I don’t know. There’s always gonna be skepticism on people’s claims no matter what. Like, even if you say you have proof, people at large, are still not gonna give you the benefit of the doubt that you really met an alien. So while it’d allow me to believe a little more, I’d probably not press the issue with it, nor would I want the attention of saying I met one. When it comes to that topic, I’m not at all interested in trying to prove myself or my beliefs to anyone. 🤷🏼‍♀️

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I would say, largely, yes I’m looking forward to it! My biggest plans are really in May, honestly.

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First, I’m going to both of my cousins college graduations in May, which will take up 2 weeks of the month, as each are separate trips to different states! Alongside that, as a Mother’s day gift, my mom and grandma and I are planning a day trip to see a broadway show. And I also may be seeing my dad/going on a day trip with him, as I haven’t gotten to see him in person for almost a year. So yeah, busy month. 😂

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And then for the rest of summer, I need to start looking into some medical things and being proactive on that. I’m very much NOT looking forward to it, but that’s pretty much the only thing I’m dreading. Other than that, I mostly have things I am aspiring to do/hope to do. Here’s a few of them!

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-Catching up with high school/college friends I haven’t hung out with in a while.
-Gaming
-Getting outside way more often, trying to be more active/keeping my mental health in check.
-Continuing to work on Cosmetology skills I’ve not kept up with/am rusty on.
-Looking back into Barbering school (hopefully).
-Working on creative projects I’ve been neglecting.

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For the most part, I don’t feel any type of way about my age, or people asking about it honestly! Only thing I get a bit insecure about, regarding my age, is my job experience… Due to illness reasons, I don’t have nearly as much as I’d like. I know it’s not a bad thing necessarily, as I can’t exactly control that, but it still makes me uncomfortable. 😅

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One thing I think is interesting though, is to see people’s reactions when I tell them how old I am. Which, the reaction is typically shocked. 😂

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People always think I’m a few years older or younger than I am, and from my observation, it usually has to do with how I put myself together. Like, when I get dressed up and put on makeup, people think I’m older, and then when I just wear comfy clothes, no makeup, etc, people usually think I’m considerably younger. 🤔

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Not too much, to be fair. My only “management” consists of deleting the majority of the shoutouts I receive, minus the odd one here and there that I think is interesting. 🤔

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I don’t really delete personal questions all that often though, unless they are rude, inappropriate, s*xual, etc. and then those get blocked as well. But in general, the personal questions stack up. However, I actually like it that way. It’s fun to have a variety of questions I know I can answer when I do ultimately get the inspiration for them. ☺️

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I only get rid of the typical personal questions I get if I know I don’t relate to them, or if I can’t come up with a fun answer. Usually, I’ll leave them in my inbox for a very long time though, before I ultimately make that decision… To give you an idea, I still have questions I received over a year ago. 😂

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