In your opinion, what makes people hold on to the memories of their ex lovers and blindly think that they won’t ever meet someone just as special again ?
How he isn't awake. So this related in two ways. I'm not
It's amazing the way one person or lack of words/emotions can virtually destroy another person.. You really are better than that, and you really need to start smiling.
Don't be sorry for being down, it's understandable as things currently are.. But don't put yourself down, you're better than that, you don't need to sit about saying your nothing as you are something, amazing, pretty and more.. Keep your chin up and don't let things go!
Ok so granted the person who should think it,doesn't, and that's why you're thinking the way you are.. But like I said, you're all the above and more..
Why don't you try a small break.. A week, 10 days... See how you feel then, see how he feels... No calls, no mails, no contact... If it helps then take things slow, if it ends yea hearts will break but time heals that, but better to find out than dragging it on and on!
Seriously, it's one thing loving him a d you may go on loving him, but don't feel the need to keep the relationship going if its one sided and stuck.. You may owe him with your life, but don't let that rule your heart!