I do yeah, I know morals and stuff like that and social boundaries etc. I feel like I understand loads of things and know what is appropriate at different times etc
Can you and Melissa be a thing please?!
Melissa says she needs a stronger person, do you think you could be that person?
ahaa thats such a weird question i'm definitely a lot stronger than i was last year i can cope with a lot more and shit like that but i dont look at melissa like that she's a really really close friend like a sister and yeah i'll support her no doubt, just not really in the way i think you're saying aha :L
oh god. haha, matt barely asks me for advice or anything anymore so no, he doesnt bug me :')
ahaa, i can by all means send some stuff your way if you ever get a bit bored?;) i'm kidding, i know you're always there if i desperately need you anyways you probably got a bit sick of my problems anyways;D
Do you bug Melissa with loads of problems like she's talking about now?
Ahaha I do not, no If it's a desperate thing that i'm really not sure about, i will ask her for advice but it's only every once in a while she knows me quite well so i know she usually gives good advice but obviously, as she says, i'm not gonna bug her daily etc mainly because i don't feel i have that many problems;) but nah she clearly doesnt want any extra stress, and because of how she's helped me in the past i'd rather do as much as i can to keep her feeling as positive as possible even if that means doing less? idk if that makes sense but there you go fam no i dont:L
Then just go back and start playing again. If you have not played for a while then you may find that starting again will spark your passion for it again :)
I know and I really want to, but I feel like I've been away from it for too long to just walk back in. Plus I am so unfit it's painful, I am not match fit whatsoever sigh
I thought you play for a team?
I kinda do. But over christmas I stopped going to the training sessions and I haven't played a game in months
Do you look at your own life positively or negatively?
Both. As I said, I got a lot of things very wrong and I've made a lot of mistakes. And I know mistakes make who you are, but I think I could've been a better person if I hadn't made them and I wish my life, at times, had turned out differently. So far, of course. But on the other hand, I am really proud of myself for some things. I got through some shit last year and I've achieved quite a lot and shit idk. I would be proud of myself for my football but I feel like I've all but lost that now, seeing as I no longer do it. I wanna get back into it, but I don't even know where to start and I don't wanna lose the talent I've got because sometimes I feel like it's the only significant one I have.
If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?
I would wish for the world and everyone in it to be relieved of stress. I don't think I would wanna change uc else. Apart from maybe getting the opportunity to re do certain things in my life. Things I got so so wrong. Shame there's so many lolz