Why is it so hard for anyone to attain emotional perceptiveness? Why do ppl think that not caring and being insensitive is the new cool? I really don't understand what's so cool about being rude !? Why can't ppl choose to be polite and respectful instead of being arrogant and SARCASTIC!!!!
Lack of inspiration.....I think . Tho I desperately feel like drawing something these days but I can't bring myself to do it!!!! WHYYY !!??? I don't even know that myself! I really wish I could be the ole artistic me who used to draw often , but I'm stuck being this hopeless version of me!
At certain points in my present life many of my decisions are influenced by my past , but I don't dwell on what happened before rather I stay focused on my present and try to make things work even though sometimes everything seems going downtown. I can learn from the mistakes I made before but living in the past is gonna do me no good and I'll loose sight of my ambitions (which I can't afford ) so no , I'm not lost in the past anymore cuz I was before and I definitely don't wanna go back to that hopeless version of meh 😁