kabhi kabhi es soch mh par jati hu k, log kitnay jhootay hy...kehtay hy kuch aur krty hy kuch aur.. I just want 1 honest friend JUST 1.. wrna mere dost toh bhwwt hy.
Ooof, well I have always regretted one thing and now I can't take it back. I haven't told ANYONE this and just thought I'd get it out, a year ago today I was at my lowest, to the extent that it felt like I could not breath, so I wrote a note to my MUSLIM pakistani mum, who I love more than anything imaginable saying "maa thak chuki hu es zindagi sy (Mum I'm tired of this life)" as I wrote it a thought popped into my head, it felt like Allah wanted me to live and I stopped writing the letter and ran to my mum and gave her the biggest hug, I was in tears all she said was leemo Allah py sab kuch chor k dehk, sb acha ho jyga (leave everthing to god, everything will be good), If I had done what I was going to do I would have given so much pain to my mum, and I love her the most. I wish I told someone anyone..But that's what I regret deeply.