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What gave you the motivitation to recover from Ed?

I initially didn't want to! I was forced to HAHA! But now I guess I kinda want it too after seeing how much the people around me are hurting. I wish I wanted it more for myself though ? BUT IM GETTING THERE IM NEVER GOING BACKKKKKK!!!!

Is jc or uni more stressful?

Hahaha definitely JC....... Uni is super fun apart from the submission/exam period!

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How did you study for As?

Sigh those days...... Really no life everyday I just do paper after paper. And go for consultations with teachers to clarify doubts!!!! If not do one thousand papers also no use! And yeah, master the A level past year papers!

Do you exercise?

Does running away from my problems count? HAHAHA K KIDDING saw this joke somewhere before. Sian I used to jog and play Vball but now cannot but soon ok soon soon ???

Hello:) silent reader here!! I'm also trying to recover and seeing your posts on dayre really inspires me!! I love that you put up verses everyday to remind yourself of God's goodness:)) keep doing what you're doing !!

Omg helloooooooo ??☺️ Babe Jiayou okay!!!!!! Keep fighting too and tell me of your little recovery wins everytime you make one okay! It feels good to celebrate these small victories at times ? Haha yeah God really does work in us doesn't He :') Good morning and blessed day to you luv ???

Do you feel meaningless about life?

WHAT QN IS THIS!!! Hahaha noooooo I love life I wanna lead the most meaningful life!!!!! ???

Do you like intimacy?

Mm, depends. I'm strict with the no-sex-before-marriage rule but cuddles and hugs are good hehe Physical touch is not my love language though!

What is the secret of happy relationship?

Good sex. HAHAHAHA OK JOKING AH NO. I think it should be compromise and effort actually!

hi, just wanted to drop by to say two things. one, don't feel bad for being "too old" . even though you're 22, anorexia is not just a young person's disease. mental diseases happen at all ages...as do other diseases. two, be proud of yourself as long as you do better today than you did yesterday :)

Hello hello!!!!! Ahhhh haha I wanna hug you!!! ??? I just feel like I should be doing so much better since I'm older and should be stronger and wiser....... but thank you so much this really means a lot :') Your words can do so much to make a person feel better ? I will keep making today that much better than yesterday!!! ??☺️?

how did your ED start?

Sigh wanting to look skinnier and it started with healthy gymming and eating clean, then I got addicted to the process of losing weight. It's so damaging I wish I can stop myself before all this started ?

Not feeling sick enough is enough proof that you are sick enough.. Its all mental sweety

Really? ? I hate this feeling........

honestly what is it about food that you are afraid of? that it will make you fat or is it smth else?

Idk it's more of the guilt and thoughts after eating....... and it's so weird but I just feel like I can feel myself expanding after eating certain foods or eating too much. And idk I'm really afraid of binging or ballooning up........

Not only is that mindset impractical it's also a waste of life and the worries of your love ones so tell yourself you not only can you must :) yes!

Yeah it's really a waste of life right ??? Yeah I'm going to change this mindset of mine! Look forward to eating good food! Hehe God made so many different good foods not just to nourish us but for our enjoyment too yesssss ???

Normal happy people look forward and enjoy meal times! :) at recovery stage now you have more than beyond reasons to enjoy food! Be happy and blessed and shove the fears aside because guilt does not deserve a space in you :) fighto!

Yeah I really wish I can regain love for food and mealtimes...... it's something I dread right now ? Thank you for this encouragement!!!!!!! All this little messages really mean so much to me :') ???

Try challenging to cheese next time?

Actually I always opt out for Cheese even before ED!!! But of cuz I should challenge to Cheese, so I can be sure it's because I really want to opt out not because ED prefers it that way right hmm

How do you get your parents to consent to you staying over at your bf's?

Your parents don't allow is it?? Actually is cuz my bf's parents talked to my parents say they will make sure we do not sleep in the same room at night! Which is true haha he sleeps with his parents while I takeover his room ?

Do you mind/want to spend every single moment with your bf or do you need alone time?

Ooh!!!! Actually I don't mind spending a lot of time with him but if cuz there must be a balance! Cannot neglect friends and alone time too!!!! But when I have free time or smth new to do he'll be the first person that comes to mind for sure!!!! Unless it's smth only girls can do la ?

How do you get the confidence to wear sleeveless and crop tops and shorts with bbi?

Hahaha good qn! Most of my clothes are actually cropped tops, shorts those kind and actually today started well and the BBI came when I was on the bus and I was looking at my reflection on the glass door + I felt bloated. BBI comes and goes throughout the day! But I love dressing up and actually wearing nice clothes makes me feel a lot better!

what's your name? hahaha i've been reading ur dayre but i realized that you don't reveal!

HAHAHAHA! Ok yeah I didn't see the need to reveal but no harm I guess! My name is Calista! ?

Have a great dinner enjoy and gain health and happiness!!!!!

Thank you for being so sweet!!!!!!!!! :') I will!!!!! ??? Blessed day to you hope you're enjoying your weekend ?

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