Anything...???
How to be a cold heart? Or or a person who doesn't give a single fuck that is happening around him/her?
I can't become one. I tried so hard to get back to the people this year who were once a part of my life and not a single one wanted me back or or even if they did try, they didn't try hard enough to keep the friendship alive. No matter how hard I push myself to get over them or not to text them, I always end up asking them if they are doing okay or or if they want to get in touch with me again. I don't understand from where does this willingness to become friends again comes from. Like if you want me to leave you, fuckin' tell me to go away or or give me a solid reason to let go of you. Don't just leave me hanging around with your silence.
I sometimes hate being a good guy because good people always let go of things and not people, and THAT REALLY SUCKS.
I always forgive no matter how big the mistake is. I always ignore the bad in people and try to keep up with the good in them. I always am willing to help them in the hour of need regardless of what kind of bond I share with them. I never hide stuff or lie about anything so that the bonds remain clean. But nobody gives a fuck about it. Everyone cares about what they want, what their cruel heart asks them to do.
I WANT TO BECOME A COLD HEART ASSHOLE TOO, CAN ANYBODY TEACH ME THAT?
I can't become one. I tried so hard to get back to the people this year who were once a part of my life and not a single one wanted me back or or even if they did try, they didn't try hard enough to keep the friendship alive. No matter how hard I push myself to get over them or not to text them, I always end up asking them if they are doing okay or or if they want to get in touch with me again. I don't understand from where does this willingness to become friends again comes from. Like if you want me to leave you, fuckin' tell me to go away or or give me a solid reason to let go of you. Don't just leave me hanging around with your silence.
I sometimes hate being a good guy because good people always let go of things and not people, and THAT REALLY SUCKS.
I always forgive no matter how big the mistake is. I always ignore the bad in people and try to keep up with the good in them. I always am willing to help them in the hour of need regardless of what kind of bond I share with them. I never hide stuff or lie about anything so that the bonds remain clean. But nobody gives a fuck about it. Everyone cares about what they want, what their cruel heart asks them to do.
I WANT TO BECOME A COLD HEART ASSHOLE TOO, CAN ANYBODY TEACH ME THAT?
