No he's a gentleman. He's better than that. Trust me.
Or i mean you could just let things between you and Alex stay as they are and just be miserable strangers. You might not adjust but things will be ok anyway. +
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Would you ever make a YouTube channel and make videos? +
I have a channel .____. Awk..
embrace the sadness
Noe it sucks. I've been crying for an hour straight tbh ....have a headache. Gunna take aspirin now. ;_;
There is nothing anyone can say to you that will help you except for Alex. His words and his presence are the only things that can take you out of that depression and pick you up. So please don't let him slip away cause i don't want you to go through the same thing i did. This could be your Karma! +
Ermahgerd I love him ;_; life is a bitch.
If you could have taken better care of one thing in your life, what would it have been? +
Myself. I mean, look at me now. Depressed and helplessly in love with a boy I'm not sure I can talk to even though he's talking to me because I don't know what to say to him.
Remember what ? The last time I hugged Alex ? It was the last time he snuck over. It was two or three months ago. It was so cold outside and I was wearing shorts and a shirt and before he left, we stood there and hugged and he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him....it was perf. Last perfect memory I remember having tbh. Then I grabbed his hand and we ran outside. XD Trying not to get caught. Crazy kids. About to cry tbh. It's too much to think about.