Get you a partner who doesn't mind hurting people's feelings when it comes to you. Not the one's who hurt you for maintaining their own image in people eyes..
Love shove kuch nahi hota beta... sb apne zarurt k waqt close ho jatay hain or jb zarurt poori ho jaye to door ho jate hain or phir apki presence bhi unhy toxic lagti ha
I always go out of my way to help people while knowing that they would never be there for me even if I just ask their presence in the worst days... I need to work on this trait of mine... people are mean and selfish