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12:00 AM
I hate October city, and I feel what Sasha felt when she said the same about NY city.
It's been 4 hours wandering around October streets, alone, just me and my favorite playlist with that song for ghostly ' The city holds my heart' on repeat over & over and can't get sick of it!
Tonight, I got chased by a dog for the first time since I was a child, then was about to get my life ended by a car like I got feeling the adrenaline rushin on, my blood was getting colder, was wondering am I ready for such an end?
I decided to spend the night in October cuz Ikr how sad I am and didn't wanna spend such night or going through such feelings at home..
How it feels? To consider this city as ur sad home like whenever u'r sad u just go for a walk & get rid of all the negativity or maybe get more stuck in ur bad mood, I may hate October city but I'm grateful for such loyal place that holds all of my bad memories.
Beautiful mess I am.
Thanks October for such bad memories, I hate you.❤
I hate October city, and I feel what Sasha felt when she said the same about NY city.
It's been 4 hours wandering around October streets, alone, just me and my favorite playlist with that song for ghostly ' The city holds my heart' on repeat over & over and can't get sick of it!
Tonight, I got chased by a dog for the first time since I was a child, then was about to get my life ended by a car like I got feeling the adrenaline rushin on, my blood was getting colder, was wondering am I ready for such an end?
I decided to spend the night in October cuz Ikr how sad I am and didn't wanna spend such night or going through such feelings at home..
How it feels? To consider this city as ur sad home like whenever u'r sad u just go for a walk & get rid of all the negativity or maybe get more stuck in ur bad mood, I may hate October city but I'm grateful for such loyal place that holds all of my bad memories.
Beautiful mess I am.
Thanks October for such bad memories, I hate you.❤
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