#writing

My grandfather was. We actually had very similar spirits. Unfortunately, he passed away when I was 13 from cancer. He loved writing poetry, drawing, and made wood carved art pieces. He and my grandmother loved one another very much. I still remember his large rumbling laughter and his voice when he would sing “I’m leaving on a jet plane, don’t know when I’ll be back again,” all throughout the house. He spent a lot of time creating a beautiful garden, where we’d spend mornings and evenings. He had an overprodutive pecan tree and I developed a fondness for those and roasted pine nuts, which he always bought when we’d visit. He was silly. He could always make us laugh. He loved to cook, too. To him, a meal brought the family together. I hate the way he had to go, but I was grateful we all got to say goodbye.

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i’m start from far away:

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in our time love not everything.

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( i’m talking about the love that is between man and woman )
a person girl or guy …
is enveloping… and enjoying himself…
he/she spends an interesting time… works… crests something
and he/ she comfortable with him/herself…
this is a fact…
not exist anymore
you must … date
be in relationships and and and

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maybe there are still places where is cotton wool in the head
and the other mindset is old…
but mostly it’s like this

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but
guys…
when it’s time for love …and
when you in love …
love is everything… !!!!
and it’s about beautiful actions !
it’s about beautiful spend time together… enjoying the life together
and… and …and…!and
everyone different have own visions of love and
relationships…
i feel and think only like this…!
and your timing… it’s so
i don’t like … and don’t agree…
it’s sounds like a reproach…
i don’t like reproaches
but all women is different…
and you are like that…
everyone has their own vision…
and i wish
you found not handsome but your type man…who will make everything how you want…!
and i think
that beautiful men must be with beautiful girls! only!
but it’s my vision … everyone is different !
because from your question
i see you probably not beautiful …
anon.
when person really beautiful.
from birth
im not about that beauty which money give… or … or… or…
beauty from birth plus money it’s absolutely beauty!
it’s another
and i’m from birth so beautiful..
and for me important beauty and i
i want everything!
for me man must be absolutely handsome… tall …beautiful body …and and …and
inside and out…
you right in one moment … anon…about actions…
and i always “looks “ what man do
what he do about me…
because language of men is actions.!
doesn’t mean he is celebrity
all about actions only…!
and in me … thoughts …
without actions it’s about what…?!
it’s how …?!
you used to me writing i feel everything
and it will be so so so
yes i feel… but it’s doesn’t mean… that …
it’s even about more actions…
o, you feel Ines
i will do it with you
even more beautiful that you feel
and from man which i love and want…actions
it’s not for all.!i’ve never even thought otherwise
handsome … rich …golden childs sometimes famous
usually attacked me with such beautiful actions …it was me ….who blocked them…
who knows me know…!
and right now i answer on your message and think … hmm…
why i should write about..?!
what man must …want …do he do …and will…
without any words
need only my permission
in form …that i want it…
he must feel … ask… write … do
no one will not remember you because
you was thinking …
bla… bla… bla…
always need “to do” ask’ talk’
but look absolutely important too… for me.
and everything should happen
not only in mind heart or in body
everything must happen
in life.
i not created for
my man show himself with another woman
but inside everyone understand
he loves only me his Ines!
i was made … born for
my man must show me to the world with him!
only for that!

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My feelings on school have always been quite complicated. I absolutely love to learn. I'm a curious person by nature and I love discovering new things.

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However, I'm also on the autism spectrum and I have ADHD. So school proved challenging at times. There's a lot of stories that I could tell but to sum it up briefly: I often struggled to concentrate due to how overwhelming the classroom could be. I also had some social issues which led to bullying, which also impacted my ability to focus on my schoolwork.

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College/university was a much better experience. Although I did have to drop out of university the first time I went, due to some stuff that was happening in my personal life. I did end up going back, however, a couple of years ago. I'm about to enter my final year in September and I've really enjoyed the experience so far.

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Of course, it helps that I'm studying something I'm deeply passionate about-- Literature and creative writing.

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I enjoy a great many things, far too many to list in a single answer as a matter of fact. But of the top of my head, some of my favourite things include: Writing, baking, road trips, live music, the little “mrrrp?” noise my cat makes when I call his name, the smell after it rains, that feeling when you get so engrossed in a good book that you lose track of time, finding something beautiful in a place you wouldn’t expect to, and pineapple on pizza.

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The list of things I dislike, meanwhile, is considerably shorter. Love tends to come more naturally to me than hatred. Some of the things I don't particularly care for are as follows: Writers' block, any loud or crowded environment that isn't a concert or a gig, people who write annotations in the margins of library books (rude!), baby carrots (don't ask me why but they freak me out), buzzing insects (they also freak me out), and AI "art".

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Dear Thirteen

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I hope you get this and I hope it finds you well
See, I’m writing you this letter for I have so much to tell

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It’s words - I hope - of wisdom, of insight and advice
Some lessons that I pray will help you navigate through life

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The first is - life gets easier and then gets hard again
But persevere because I know it works out in the end

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You’re going to lose some people and it’s natural that you’ll grieve
But you’re going to make your peace with those who choose to up and leave

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There’ll be times when you’re in love and they’re not meant to last forever
But don’t worry, for the future’s saving someone even better

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Try your best at school but do not give up on your dreams -
It’s never too late to be what you’ve always wanted to be

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You’re going to hurt some people - you don’t get to say you’ve not
But you’ll get to say you’re sorry and you’ll get to right your wrongs

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They’ll be times when others hurt you, when you’re lied to and betrayed
But I promise you’ll get stronger and the hurt will slowly fade

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So many things will happen that will test your strength of mind
But you’ll learn through all of it that it takes nothing to be kind

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And there’s someone more important than most everybody else
Who deserves your love and kindness - and that person is yourself

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See, your life will all make so much sense as soon as you can learn
To forgive and to embrace yourself and recognise your worth

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And how is it I know all this of life and loss and love?
Well, I’ve lived your years and many more -
I’m you

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Just all grown up ❤️

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