-when I talked to you idky I felt like you're permanent. I never wanted to get out of that zone full of good vibes, love, care and peace, THAT MENTAL PEACE ! Although my life was not going smoothly at that time but still you're someone who felt like 'HOME' in that chaos. After ages I fell in love with someone and I never thought that things would end up like this. I'm still trying to move on, trying to take myself out of that fantasy. Yes! Its hard asf to forget you but I'd like to say that YOU'RE SOMEONE I LOVED (:
~now the day bleeds into nightfall and you're not here to get me through it all I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved and I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around (:
اس سال کچھ بھی اچھا نہیں ہوا. بہرحال میں بہت کچھ کھویا ہے. وہ لوگ جنہیں دیکھ کے مجھے لگتا تھا کے وہ تاحیات میرے ساتھ رہیں گے، میرے پاس رہیں گے میں نے انہیں بھی کھو دیا ہے. اس سال بس نقصان ہوۓ ہیں اور کچھ بھی نہیں. میں بہت زیادہ تھک چکی ہوں.