Well for most of my life I have self harmed and I have been ashamed of it all life. Not so long ago just after I got ask.fm I started getting really bad hate mail on here and through inbox and it was getting too much. I wouldn't let people know that all of it was getting to me so I was so Iclosed about my life and I lost friends, allot of friends. Then they started sending me hate. One day I was getting from 15 to 50 questions saying to kill myself and go slit my wrists, I ignored them for a moment and looked down my answer stream and saw Emily cann's answers and I went on to her page and read nearly every answer. Then I followed her on Facebook and watched her videos. She made me realise that if I die I WILL be missed and that I have to look a little closer or look a little longer and find something to keep me going, to keep me fighting and stay strong. She is my idol and has saved me. I don't understand te hate she gets. She is amazing. @emilycannwbu is perfect.