I thought it was love between me and brodie... But it was more lust... And someone I would rather not talk about And kiya, I seriously have fallen in love with her
My so called "best friend" likes my girlfriend and was trying to flirt with her and it annoys me because he said he would never even think of it. I get so jealous over stupid things and it upsets me so much. I cant stop my girlfriend from hurting herself and everytime I see a scratch or cut on her arms I basicly cry. I am having panic attacks more then ever now. I miss my ex best friend, I miss the way we used to be and the fun we had. I miss my girlfriend... I wish everytime she was upset I could cuddle her and play with her hair till she falls asleep. I feel worthless. I feel used. I feel... just... Tired... I guess.