Yeah :// i have been feeling very lonely past few days, noone to talk to, i got scolded at work, basically everything i do is useless as am i.... In short: im kinda asking myself why am i even alive if all i do and everywhere i show up people disrespect me or run away from me
This is heartbreaking to read. I'm not gonna tell you "don't be daft" or "don't feel like that" because I don't wanna dismiss how you're feeling. I promise there are people that care about you though. I think I said this last time, but I care, and I don't even know you properly. x
If you read books, what part of the day do you read them?
I don't really read them in all honesty, but I'd be more likely to do it at nighttime.
Assuming you believe in soulmates, do you think you've found yours yet?
I know this is a terrible answer, but I really really don't know. 😞
Do you have any routines or know of any tips that help you sleep? (basically I've run out of my sleep meds and seemingly can't sleep naturally without any chemical aid, so just curious if anyone has any remedies for when they can't sleep!)
Sorry you're having trouble! I don't really know anything to help unfortunately. I did hear once though that instead of staying in bed tossing and turning, it's better to go downstairs and make a drink, watch TV for a bit ect. Apparently when you go back up to bed, you're more likely to fall asleep. I can't even remember where I heard that so I don't know how much truth is in it, but it's all I got. :')
How old r u?
I'm 22.
If you could watch just ONE movie for the rest of your life, which would you choose? (Trilogy's or sagas can be involved as one)
Hey guys and squad! :) how are you doing today?
Here your question: What make you feel loved? If you want go into details.
-Stay classy awesome peeps-
Hello! My friends for sure. They are all such lovely and caring people, and I don't know what I did to deserve them. Also, weirdly my mum atm. We aren't a close family, like we obviously love each other, but we're not affectionate and we don't really talk about our problems or how we feel with each other. However my mum's going on holiday for two weeks soon with her boyfriend and I can tell she's really worried about leaving me alone. If you don't know, my mental health hasn't been great recently and most of the time I feel that she doesn't care, so for me to actually sense the worry... I guess that.
A bit of a different question: Do/did you put allot of thought, into what you're going to name your (future) children, even before you met their mother/father? Why/why not?
I don't want children, but, and this is probably a bit weird, I have this notepad document on my computer full of names I either like or don't mind. It was never meant for any future kids but if disaster ever happened, I'd refer back to the list. Obviously the father would have input too, it shouldn't just be my decision. The document was originally for stories I used to write. I'd go down the list and where I'd stop, that would be a character. I don't write stuff any more because all my creativity is gone and I don't have the motivation, but if I hear a name I like I'll still add it because I'm a saddo. :')
Are you the type of person who prefers working with a team or working alone? Why?
Hmmm, I'm not sure. I have very low confidence so I'd probably be convinced I'll mess up if I work alone. If I work in a group though I might stay quiet in case they all think my ideas suck. I think overall I'd probably rather work on my own, but it would depend who the team are and how comfortable I am around them.