firstly i let him in and i told him everything about me, he got his share of secrets and im tired of being the last to know about his. he knew about my past and he knew my struggle and he knew everything, i trusted him. thats bigger than me saying i love him. and do u know how hard it is to just accept the fact that he's no longer there????? when he gave u so much hopes in the first place and keep telling u stuffs u wanna hear and then suddenly he changed into this person that u dont know