I defend your name when you are not around. I respect your decisions. I accept the way you are. I reject the things that don't favors us both. I share things exactly according to the other person's nature. I spread positivity all the time. I try my best to bring happiness on your face.
I so want to change the part in me that forgives everyone and gives them another chance no matter how bad they have been to me. It's so draining. Getting fucked up and giving them another chance to fuck me up more than before.
Is there anyone who has completely lost your respect? 🍁
Yes, there is one human being in my life who has zero respect in front of me. Like, she did such an unexpected thing that I couldn't even think of. Although, I initiated first but I didn't DO anything but she acted the way she wanted. (:
The worst part of being a gamer is when you start to lose continuously, you lose your shit badly. You get furious. It's like you want to break something to feel good. Fuck, it sucks. I was losing continuosly tonight and I couldn't hold my shit so I had to rage quit and this thing sometimes makes me wanna quit gaming but then I tell myself, "Just because you are losing today doesn't mean you always lose." And that's exactly what I am telling myself constantly.
i just want to know why arent we ever enough for the people we love? why do they fall out of love when all we have is our love to nurture them...why do they take you for granted and leave you alone?its like you were never enough, and they run after the things they dont have.
I feel you there, mate. We are never enough for people because we are NOT what they want. They fall out of love because they don't want our love. That's the reality of this dunya. We can't run away from it. We can only accept how the things are. Either they value you or they don't. There is no in between. Always remember, you'll be more than enough for the people who truly value you and they will only value you if you show them YOUR worth. So, only thing you should be thinking about rn is how to become a better version of yourself so that people would come to you and you can decide whether they are enough for you or not.