Feels like I'm unfit for relationships. They all fall apart and at first you think it's their fault but then it becomes a pattern and you realise its actually you all along.
Just do Anaesthesia or Pediatrics. The rest of the fields don't matter after Housejob. There are a lot of opportunities for Anaesthesiologists and Pediatricians after HJ.
Anxiety and depression have a lot of over-lapping symptoms. However, anxiety usually leads towards an over-reactive body and mind in contrast to depression.
The way a person treats underprivileged people. If you do not greet them with Salam, or be polite with them, then I have serious questions about your upbringing.