Jason, do you know any good hotlines I can call to talk my problems out with someone? I'm not suicidal but I'm extremely depressed and need it.
Try this site, it's got a lot of hotlines that might help: http://www.depression-test.net/depression-hotlines.html Also, you might try googling "depression hotline" and then your local area, a lot of those are local. Also, if you or your parents have health insurance, try a therapist! Help is out there. Please don't be afraid to reach out.