If you aren't looking for a relationship but you met someone who matches your standards, do you surrender to love and marry or fight your feelings that you aren't ready?
I surrender and then fight to forget it all and think that I'm not ready.
I don't go out. I've hardly been to parties because 1) I don't make friends who can be called that close, enough for me to plan anything with them. 2) my best friend lives somewhere I'm not and because of my studies I can't go to her city to hangout.