How's the weather inside you ✨
I think I've been actually hitting this:
Age of mine where I am actually feeling dark isn't scary but it is peaceful~
Age where I feel people screaming, protesting and mourning while hurting themselves isn't scary but the silence and noise inside one's head is~
Age where I am no more afraid of crying but afraid of getting the emotions bottled up and not letting them out to the point they become inexpressible~
Age where I am no more afraid of feeling the pain but developing a habit of befriending it to the point that it becomes numb~
Age where I see the stars and no more wonder they are far away but think of the distance they have travelled~
So, the lesson I teach myself every single time is "When it feels scary to jump in, it is exactly the pount when you jump in! Because you cannot stay at the same place where you are forever. So just forgo the FEAR that says WHAT IF? and grab the string of FAITH that says EVEN IF!"✨
Age of mine where I am actually feeling dark isn't scary but it is peaceful~
Age where I feel people screaming, protesting and mourning while hurting themselves isn't scary but the silence and noise inside one's head is~
Age where I am no more afraid of crying but afraid of getting the emotions bottled up and not letting them out to the point they become inexpressible~
Age where I am no more afraid of feeling the pain but developing a habit of befriending it to the point that it becomes numb~
Age where I see the stars and no more wonder they are far away but think of the distance they have travelled~
So, the lesson I teach myself every single time is "When it feels scary to jump in, it is exactly the pount when you jump in! Because you cannot stay at the same place where you are forever. So just forgo the FEAR that says WHAT IF? and grab the string of FAITH that says EVEN IF!"✨