Yes, I think most people have made bad decisions at some point in their life, but that doesn’t necessarily make them evil. Decisions with harmful, malicious intent would qualify as evil. But some decisions are simply bad without ill intentions.Bad: Not researching political candidates, yet voting anyway. That’s ignorance, which is bad, but not evil.Evil: Knowing a candidate intends to use their position to oppress others, and voting for them because you want to see others oppressed, too. That’s both bad and evil.
With a serious answer, What is happiness for you in the future? How would u be happy in life?
I have to find safe and effective pain relief, which will probably require regular, affordable medical care. Without this, there is no future. I need to be assured that I’ll always have access to medications that are sustaining my life and use of my muscles for as long as possible. This is a constant battle that drastically affects my physical and mental health. There has to be an answer, somehow.I need people in my life who accept me as I am, who want to know me, who are willing to make an effort to reach out and not expect me to walk a one-way street just to be in their life or their presence, who fully respect me and my limitations, and recognize that I’m an equal person, not a pity or a project.I’d like to find a solution to public housing and other dependent circumstances, but it must be a safe, secure, and highly ethical situation. I’m not materialistic, but poverty is hard. Someday, I would like to be reasonably comfortable.I prefer alone time for the majority of the day, as I am ill and have to rest quietly a great deal. Adequate sleep is vital to my stability.Charity gives me a reason to live. I must find a way to continue my efforts to do as much good as possible, and be supported/encouraged by those closest to me. Nothing else replaces this, and nobody will deter me from it. Human rights are a priority.I want to see my nieces and nephews grow up happy and well. I want them to know me as someone who loves them unconditionally and is proud to be their Aunt.I hope I will be able to carefully pursue hobbies and continued education, as time, health, and finances allow.I am independent-minded, fiercely so, and like living alone. But I don’t want to be alone all the time. I would like to find new friends, maybe even a best friend or (male) companion. Someone to have coffee with, watch or play games, sit on the beach, laugh about silly stuff, have intellectual conversations, maybe go sightseeing, enjoy a meal, or hold hands? I’m thinking out loud here. I don’t want to be swept off of my feet. I don’t want a ring or a wedding. But I do want to feel respected, heard, cared about, and maybe even enjoyed. I’m not perfect, or even normal, and I’m not capable of giving someone the world, but I would be their biggest cheerleader and a loyal friend. Maybe even more, if I find it possible.Everybody wants peace of mind and a life worth living. I’m no exception. I cannot deny having special needs. I was born into a life of multiple traumas. All I can do is the best I can with what I’ve been given. I hope at the end of it all, I can say that I tried to love and live to the best of my ability, that I inspired others to do some tangible good in the world, and that I never harmed anyone.
Have you ever been sleep-deprived to the point of experiencing hallucinations? What was it like, if you have?
Confusion, definitely. Hallucinations, not that I can recall. I have chronic sleep deprivation, diagnosed in a sleep center, so I know the misery well.
What do you гusually eat?
I eat a lot of different things. I try to be diverse. Why?
Challenge: Make me laugh and I’ll reward you 100 coins. It can be a joke, picture, gif, whatever. ☺️🤨
I need adequate medical care and my own vehicle. Ultimately, I would want to look for a reasonable alternative to government housing. Maybe I would finish college online. Maybe I would start a biz.
I think I’m a 5, but there is a time out of every month that I crave chocolate in a big way. It eventually passes, and I don’t want it at all for a few weeks until it happens again. Strictly hormonal, most likely.My vice is soda. :(
It is impossible to determine someone’s tone of voice or physical reactions on the Internet. Don’t assume that I am an aggressive person just because I get sassy online. I am nowhere near aggressive in person, and I steer clear of aggressive people in general. I have never harmed anyone in my entire life, including myself. ♥️