Listen close. There came a girl named Zainab in my life. When she touched me I started seeing her everywhere. When she touched me I became her delusion.When I touched her she became my Osiris. She got me so paranoid that I wanted to touch her again but in an aesthetic way when I did that I became as free a thousands seas🌊 And I'll row my boat around thousand seas again just to hold her once more. I am sorry if my words messed up with your head. Now hear me out... I am never gonna change. I know God sense you. Good girl I know God bless you I will go to war for you just to fuck your pride.I press triggers just to keep you safe. I need you to stay.
At times I’m at war with myself, and at times my soul is so calm that I can’t tell if its gone cold/numb. There are days when i feel like soaring above the storms, above the skies and then there are days when i just want to be held by someone, and weep till i turn into ashes, and be reborn from the very ashes, pure of anxiety. Some days i imagine the path, decorated by angels, while my subconscious guiding me through it, at other times, i see demons chasing me, while being tested by my physical realities, to see what fate awaits that journey, the journey of self discovery is yet to be made.