Attention !! Sensitive Question (Feel Free) How has your family background influenced your beliefs or values ?
Even born as a muslim, right. I believe everyone must find islam by their own at some point in life.
My family background is complicated and I wont say I am really close to my family.
As a kid, i might have been influenced by how I see them. But I dont really practice and start finding islam by the age of 13. For context i have emotional trauma so i was more matured than people my age back then. Thanks to depression, i guess.
One point in my life, i used to ask too if God is really there.
Cut it short. My mom is religious ever since, my dad wasnt. He was just a muslim with bare minimum values (praying 5 times a day and fasting during Ramadhan)
I am the 4th out of 6th child. I grow up understanding and taking values outside (at school and friends) rather than values at home. I understand what kind of trauma is at home and I protect my friends if i see familiar behaviours in them.
Bila tulis ni baru perasan betul eh I this is the biggest contribution my family in shaping my behaviour.
I become protective because no one protected me as a kid. I become listener because no one listened to me as a kid. I become a writer because I have too much to talk about but forced to shut up. I become close and relied on God, because I have no one to rely on back then.
Sedihnya bila tulis ni semua. Hahaha
My family background is complicated and I wont say I am really close to my family.
As a kid, i might have been influenced by how I see them. But I dont really practice and start finding islam by the age of 13. For context i have emotional trauma so i was more matured than people my age back then. Thanks to depression, i guess.
One point in my life, i used to ask too if God is really there.
Cut it short. My mom is religious ever since, my dad wasnt. He was just a muslim with bare minimum values (praying 5 times a day and fasting during Ramadhan)
I am the 4th out of 6th child. I grow up understanding and taking values outside (at school and friends) rather than values at home. I understand what kind of trauma is at home and I protect my friends if i see familiar behaviours in them.
Bila tulis ni baru perasan betul eh I this is the biggest contribution my family in shaping my behaviour.
I become protective because no one protected me as a kid. I become listener because no one listened to me as a kid. I become a writer because I have too much to talk about but forced to shut up. I become close and relied on God, because I have no one to rely on back then.
Sedihnya bila tulis ni semua. Hahaha
