What kind of mom would you be? I see you as very motherly.
I'd burn the whole fucking world down for my kid. I'll make sure they never once feel scared, until they have all the tools to handle the scary things - and then I'll be Plan B, the help they never need to question. I'm going to teach them that running is sometimes so much easier than walking. This kid is going to grow up to be a protector, because they're going to grow up protected. They will never feel unloved - and if they do, then I'm going to make sure that they can talk to me about it. I'm not going to stop them getting hurt (It's part of growing, right?) but I'm going to be the rock. The love will be unconditional, the protection will be unfailing - I'm just going to be there. Fuck everything else. They can learn to be brave for the rest of the world, but they'll always have someone at home to tell the truth to.
what do you have to do after you had general anesthetic and before you get discharged from hospital
You don't really have to do anything- I mean, they cut it off and you gradually come around. In the UK you usually get a bit of time to chill in a recovery room before going onto the ward- don't know if that's the norm elsewhere. Then they're pretty strict on making sure there's an adult with you for the next 24 hours just to keep an eye on you - but honestly, if the op has needed to knock you out then that's usually a good idea anyway.You'll have a meeting with the anaesthetist pre-op, and they'll give you a long lost of possible side effects, but there not serious. Like, you might get all shivery when you come around and feel queasy af, but it wears off really quickly.
~VOCATIONS ctd ~
What jobs have some (or all) of your more serious ex romantic partners had?
For me:
👉🏼 Newsagent cashier, accounts assistant, nurse, engineer, student, masseuse.
Real-life. Online Tash has appalling communication skills and consistently forgets to reply to everything. I'm better in person, haha! Less skatty, anyway.
Started to! There's a huge stack of things on my floor that need to be listed still, but my attention span?!You should go read up the blurbs on these clothes though. I had way too much fun writing them.
How do you deal with ?
Badly.I don't know what this is referring to, but it's a safe bet.
Love has a Welsh accent. He says things like "you're so beyond beautiful" and "you make everything kinder." He doesn't say it for you to hear - sometimes it's like the words are wrenched out of him. Often they fall from him like spilt booze, like blood from split lips. Every time, they shock you into stillness. After all, you aren't the girl that people love. You're the girl they want to love, want to own, but opt for safer passages instead. You are the girl who has been accused of disregarding tenderness, of being a tearaway terror. Love tucks you into bed when you fall asleep on his lap; He treats you like you're irresistible the rest of the time, but in those moments - of slanted lamp light, of sleepy breaths - he covers you so chastely with the covers, he pushes the hair out of your face. When he kisses your forehead, you feel your heart in your throat. Love wears the truth in his eyes, but rarely on his lips. So you look for it in the little moments, when he sits opposite you in the Regents Street cafe, when his hip brushes against you in the crowded bar. He laughs a little when he reads the letters - says he loves them, even if they're a bit cringe; You keep finding them in the book he keeps by his pillow, the ones from years ago when you first met. Love, it turns out, has never been in love. Or so he claims. You pretend not to hear when he thinks you're alseep - who are you to steal that from him, even as he whispers his dedication into your hair? You always wake hours before him, and photograph the arms that reach for you, hands that hold you. A friend tells you that everyone has their secrets. You think of Love, again and again.
Hahahahahah 😂 i keep meaning to put a depop or something together - like, it's criminal that there's brand new Ralph Lauren and LK Bennett and Ted Baker sitting there not being loved 😭
Youre a treasure and I really am not/don't 😂💛 A lot of it's for work, so Insta might well be full of cute pictures but I probably spend half my time in said place on court, haha!