Idk if the heart wrenching things I have gone through even matter in this huge universe. But it hurts no matter what I do..
The same story was with one of my college fellows...
She's in a medschool. But her fellows are psychopaths. To the extent...
Is bandi ki existence kisi ek fellow sy bhi bardasht nahi hoti... Yeh jahan jaati hy, wahan sy sb chaly jaty hyn...
Usko khud smjh nahi aati k itni negative energy kahan sy aati hy or kyun aati hy...
Is bandi k sath meny apni jaan maar di... Every second i was with her... On call or texts... If she's in her lecture... I'm with her... If she's out of class... I'm with her... soothing her... In every possible way i could.
You can't imagine k meny apni zra b parwaah nahi ki or usky baap k samny usky aagy kharry ho kr usko support kiya, agar my aagy na hoti, us din uska baap uska gala hi dabaa deta. And many more... Jo my yahan likh skti hi nahi itny saalon ka...
But imagine... What did she do to me ?
Apni behn ki shadi py, usny poory group ko bulaya, sirf mjhy nahi bulaya. SIRF MJHY nahi bulaya.
Na koi larrai, na koi behas...
Or jb meny poocha to usny itna cold behave kiya jesy mjhy jaanti b nahi...
Usky foran baad meny apni zindgi my hr bandi ko out kra diya. Dukh hua... Bohat zyada hua... Meri umeed k khilaaf tha yeh... Magar log esy hi hyn or esy ho b skty hyn... Wo hmaary hath my nahi hyn lekin hm khud... Apny hath my zroor hyn...
Jis group my sb sy pehly number py my hun... wo poora group gya shadi py... Sirf my nahi thi... I was in pain.
Lekin meny dobara murr k nhi dekha, na kisi k msg ka javab diya... Na kisi ki call suni...
Kuch din baad unmy sy 3 bandiyan khud mery ghar aain achanak, mjhy manaany... Kyun k liye meri importance thi... To mery liye bhi sirf wohi important hyn bs... Halaanky unko meny apni itni energy di bhi nhi kabhi...
She's in a medschool. But her fellows are psychopaths. To the extent...
Is bandi ki existence kisi ek fellow sy bhi bardasht nahi hoti... Yeh jahan jaati hy, wahan sy sb chaly jaty hyn...
Usko khud smjh nahi aati k itni negative energy kahan sy aati hy or kyun aati hy...
Is bandi k sath meny apni jaan maar di... Every second i was with her... On call or texts... If she's in her lecture... I'm with her... If she's out of class... I'm with her... soothing her... In every possible way i could.
You can't imagine k meny apni zra b parwaah nahi ki or usky baap k samny usky aagy kharry ho kr usko support kiya, agar my aagy na hoti, us din uska baap uska gala hi dabaa deta. And many more... Jo my yahan likh skti hi nahi itny saalon ka...
But imagine... What did she do to me ?
Apni behn ki shadi py, usny poory group ko bulaya, sirf mjhy nahi bulaya. SIRF MJHY nahi bulaya.
Na koi larrai, na koi behas...
Or jb meny poocha to usny itna cold behave kiya jesy mjhy jaanti b nahi...
Usky foran baad meny apni zindgi my hr bandi ko out kra diya. Dukh hua... Bohat zyada hua... Meri umeed k khilaaf tha yeh... Magar log esy hi hyn or esy ho b skty hyn... Wo hmaary hath my nahi hyn lekin hm khud... Apny hath my zroor hyn...
Jis group my sb sy pehly number py my hun... wo poora group gya shadi py... Sirf my nahi thi... I was in pain.
Lekin meny dobara murr k nhi dekha, na kisi k msg ka javab diya... Na kisi ki call suni...
Kuch din baad unmy sy 3 bandiyan khud mery ghar aain achanak, mjhy manaany... Kyun k liye meri importance thi... To mery liye bhi sirf wohi important hyn bs... Halaanky unko meny apni itni energy di bhi nhi kabhi...
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