#blend

I’ve always had a problem with authority because I never felt like I belonged in a place where people expect me to be or look a certain way that just isn’t me. I do get tired of trying to blend in and from acting the way I think people expect me to act or speak just for the sake of feeling a little less lonely because I can’t stand the feeling of loneliness and want to feel connected to others, even if it means hiding certain traits that I have that aren’t seen as “desirable” as other traits. I sometimes even find myself holding back from unleashing the negative emotions that are inside of me for the sake of not upsetting my family members even tho there isn’t too much authority at home, if at all. But I do hope that I can truly be myself everywhere I go at some point in the future, without having to risk losing friends and feeling lonely as a result.

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Sorry, my favorite continents are Asia and Europe. I'm more inclined to go to a colder place than I am Africa, even though I am of African American descent, which (in my case) is a nice blend of everything. Think of it as Starbucks sells coffee, but it's so many different blends. I know my European side best...

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The only reason I would be interested in going to Africa is to see what descent I am and then visit Egypt (which most black people confuse me when they're so, caught up in Egypt and they may not even be of that descent). Also, I'm more attracted to men of lighter skin complexions, which is what I've noticed (possibly because most of the men in my family are carmel color or lighter).

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With all that being said, I'm not against going to Africa, but it is not one of my favorite continents. I'm also not one of those people who's not open to new GOOD experiences.

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⠀❝What about these so-called nightmares?❞

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To the discomfiture of both, insistence would continue to prevail until he found a sufficient motive to dispel the existential angst. He would force the meaning of the word to his advantage - a selfish pandering only prioritizing his own problem, minimally caring what influence it would evoke in her.

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The omnic felt very little compassion for humans, and this woman was to be no different.

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⠀❝These dreams, what specifically do they make you feel? anger? fear? despair?❞

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Ramattra continued to inquire, hungry to acquire some explanation. Be that as it may. And not that it was urgent, however, he wasn't in his best attitude to recompose himself.

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He might be being impolite and insensitive.

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That despair accumulated over so many years was beginning to overflow, influencing his programming. Years without answers. Years of chaos and destruction where he became a pitiful witness to an unjust massacre. Years of his prayers NOT. BE. HEARD.
The past began to blend into the present, a huge worry existed for the future; those projections of his memories simulating a real dream were frustrating.

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He wanted to understand why — no, he NEEDED to understand why it created such a frightening sensation. Would there be a meaning behind it at all? Those tremors had to mean something.

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⠀❝Make me understand — how terrible is the sensation you feel when you wake up? Do they possess a purpose? Are these dreams unconsciously trying to communicate something to you?❞

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Mechanical hands gripped Kaitlyn's shoulders. A painful squeeze upon them demanded words.

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⠀❝How do you make them stop?❞

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Ooo, great question!

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My top one would be haircutting, specifically doing things like a blunt bob, or a fade with clippers! Those are some of the most satisfying things to do for me personally. Mostly because of the precision involved and how, if done right, it comes together SO well! 😌

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Closely following that would be color melts, aka, blending at least two colors into the hair to make a gradient. This is so, so satisfying to do, and even more so when you see the result, but I really love the process as well! Typically these are done with “fashion colors” aka any color that isn’t natural. But you can also blend a fashion color (lets use purple as an example) in to a natural hair color (let’s say dark brown) and it works just as well. Two of my all time favorite color melts were using fashion colors! 😍

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And finally… air forming (aka blowdrying). Air forming is one of my absolute favorite things to do, because you can seriously accomplish so much with a blowdryer. You can make the hair straight and sleek, or add nice curls, or make the hair flip out, or curl under. This really just seals off the entire finished look, and it’s where you really get to give the hair shape, volume, etc, and add that final personalized touch for your client. 😄

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Take ricotta, mozzarella and parmesan cheese, a couple eggs, and a seasoning blend (basil, oregano, black pepper, garlic, parsley, thyme, sage, marjoram, and optional red pepper flakes, if you want spice), and mix them together in a bowl with a spatula. Then put in the fridge.

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Then, take pasta shells, and boil them, but not to the point they’re done, undercook them by about 2-3 minutes. Drain them, and let them cool in a strainer or colander.

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Once they cool, grab a casserole dish, and put a little marinara sauce at the bottom of it. Then, grab your cheese mixture out of the fridge, and with a spoon, fill each of the noodles one by one with a good dollop. Once all the noodles are filled, place them in the dish on top of the marinara sauce.

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Cover the noodles with more sauce, so they don’t dry out and burn in the oven. Should be enough to where you really can’t see them anymore. Then add mozzarella and/or parmesan cheese on top, and put it in the oven for around 40 minutes. And there you have it… Stuffed noodles! 🤤😋

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(Not my picture)

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Let me tell what studies say about it

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Increase intake of vitamin d ,omega 3 , dark chocolate green tea in diet

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Vitamin d is in tuna fish, sunlight,egg

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Omega 3 is in sesame seed ,flax seed ,chia seed

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Vitamin d stir fry : take fry pan add tuna fish ,onion rings ,black pepper , garlic powder onion powder dash of chicken powder fry

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Serve with rice

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Sit in sunlight 7:30 am of morning and 4:50 pm of evening

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Tahini : take food processor add sesame seed garlic olive oil lemon salt pepper blend it

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Daily eat 4-5 tbs with spoon

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Make yoghurt Milk banana pineapple apricot smoothie in which 2 tsp soaked chia seed

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Make powder of flax seed daily eat 2 tbs

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Green tea : take tea pan add 2 cup water grated ginger lemon zest lemon juice lemon tea bag boil 4 minutes put strainer on cup take out add quarter cup peach juice

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Eat dark chocolate it elevate mood

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Sip chamomile tea studies have proven it cure anxiety.

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Play meditation music in youtube and Meditate 15 minutes

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Sip plenty of water

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Exercise it helps you to come out from anger, sad ,bad mood ,depressed state

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It might be blood pressure: make potassium smoothie: take shaker add milk ,yoghurt diced banana ,5 spinach leaves ,beetroot diced blend it Take out in glass add over night soaked chia seed

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Vitamin c drink for blood pressure : take jug of water squeeze 7 lemon juice, grapefruit juicd apple cider vinegar drink through out the day

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Reduce salt in take

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Walk it helps you to come out from anger

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Eat mood booster food like omega 3 foodsSesame seed, flax seed ,chia seed ,fish ,chocolate

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Tahini : take food processor add 1 cup sesame seed 8 grated garlic olive oil lemon salt pepper blend it

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Eat 2-3 tbs

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Stir fry : take fry pan add tuna fish, onion rings ,steamed broccoli dash of salt pepper blend it

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Remove blinds of your room let natural sunlight come inside your room ,sun cure depression, its mood booster ,cure any disease ,improve sleep etc

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Increase in take of natural anti biotic : like ginger garlic apple cider vinegar honey onion

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Add vitamin c in diet

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Tea for strong immunity : take tea pan add 2 cup water grated ginger lemon juice, lemon zest, giloy , over night soaked gooseberry (amla) , boil 4 minutes put strainer on cup take out

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Garlic sauce: take food processor add 2 cup garlic cloves olive oil ,lemon salt pepper blend it

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Daily eat 2 tbs

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Vitamin c drink for strong immunity : Take jug of water squeeze lemon juice, apple cider vinegar , honey sop through out the day

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Onion sauce : Take food processor add 1 medium onion finely chopped ,1 lemon juice olive oil salt pepper blend it .

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Papaya seeds : take tbs papaya seed with glass of water .studies have proven papAya seed cure dengue , cancer , fever and many deadly
diseases

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Remove blind of your window let natural sunlight comes inside your room .it kills bacteria and cure fever ,flu fast

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"Not able to adjust in the society - being a stranger"

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I have recently conducted a survey about whether it's easy to adjust in the society or not. The answer to it is that it is not. There are many reasons. First, if you are finding it hard to adjust then it's because you are different than the rest of the people. It can be because of your philosophical or psychological difference. It includes your level of confidence too. Secondly, as a Muslim, we have to maintain a firm and pure character, but in order to blend in well, we are required to lower down or disengage our moral compass which is unacceptable for any pure soul. Thus, those who forsake and compromise on their character, they often tend to mix up easily. There can be many other reasons as well, but those two are the biggest ones being a great challenge for the Muslims of today who are trying to keep their faith and modesty intact. There was a time when the world was full of practical Muslims, it was so easy then to practice what your heart would say and not feel any guilt or strange feeling while being yourself. But today, it's quite the opposite. The Muslims who practice Deen are rare. They feel like strangers in the society. The society has compromised on its moral compass and is interested in materialistic affairs only. This article is just a summary of the study, there can be a complete and thorough discussion on each and every one of its aspects.

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حَدَّثَنَا عَبْدُ الرَّحْمَنِ بْنُ إِبْرَاهِيمَ، وَيَعْقُوبُ بْنُ حُمَيْدِ بْنِ كَاسِبٍ، وَسُوَيْدُ بْنُ سَعِيدٍ، قَالُوا حَدَّثَنَا مَرْوَانُ بْنُ مُعَاوِيَةَ الْفَزَارِيُّ، حَدَّثَنَا يَزِيدُ بْنُ كَيْسَانَ، عَنْ أَبِي حَازِمٍ، عَنْ أَبِي هُرَيْرَةَ، قَالَ قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ ـ صلى الله عليه وسلم ـ ‏ "‏بَدَأَ الإِسْلاَمُ غَرِيبًا وَسَيَعُودُ غَرِيبًا فَطُوبَى لِلْغُرَبَاءِ"‏‏.‏

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It was narrated from Abu Hurairah that.. https://www.shorturl.at/qtV47 (Read the complete article through the link)

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Damon's old cocky self was back and with it came back his ability to intrigue and annoy Katherine at the same time. She didn't doubt that Elena would have wanted nothing more than to be in her place, that was beyond obvious by her reaction to seeing Katherine and Damon that close but Katherine had already put herself in kind of a tough spot with her own confession to having been jealous of her doe-eyed doppelganger and she no longer wished to have Damon compare the two or even hint at the jealousy there. Just then she felt for a second how annoyed Damon had been by her constant remarks on his own confession.
"Trust me, Damon, I'm very aware of that." She remarked on his desire to take his own car, eyebrows raised. "But your car is too risky, and we need to blend in." She explained. "After all we're gonna be there to observe, not to act stupid and get ourselves killed. Or bit for that matter." She warned throwing a glance over to where his now healed bite was ", That means no flashy cars and no compelled Staff at hotels." She warned, head tilted slightly. Klaus was incredibly dangerous and they both needed to be safe and extremely careful, Katherine almost gave herself a mental slap as she realized just how she was including Damon in her concerns which has never included anyone but Katherine herself. This was indeed going to be a long trip.

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"Basically just pretend to be human, that shouldn't be so hard for you around me." Katherine suggested, hinting at their past.

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His remark on the bed size elicited a smirk from Katherine only as flirtatious as his own grin was. The request indeed didn't have to be mentioned twice. "Fine." She gave in with an eye roll. "We'll get whatever car you like, we'll change the car at the next lunch stop. Eat the driver, take the car."

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Katherine turned her gaze away before she teased lightly. "That is unless you wanna spend the trip living off of blood bags cause your newly found morality won't let you feed on humans."

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I did not wear a costume, nor did anyone else. But lots of people wore Bigfoot or Alien tee shirts, and they had food trucks that served things like Bigfoot brand beer and chili. Many of the people that went were outdoorsy type people who had real personal experiences and were very serious about it. As colorful as many of the people were, they saw things that were just unexplained by any other scientific method and I think were comforted to know that they weren’t the only ones. So while there were presentations by the speakers, there was a continuous sharing by the attendees who were glad to know other people didn’t scoff at their experiences. It is so much more common than we think and most people keep their experiences to themselves for fear of being laughed at. The convention was a good blend of being lighthearted but open to real phenomena.

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