#finishing

PL: Wczoraj przyszły do mnie wyniki testu DIVA-5, czyli innymi słowy testu na ADHD.
KTÓŻ BY SIĘ SPODZIEWAŁ TAKIEGO WYNIKU. XDDDDDDD
To też jest trochę zabawne, psychologowie, którzy podobno znają się na mowie ciała, którzy znają wynik DIVY, którzy wiedzą, że jestem introwertykiem i nie lubię ludzi, dziwią się, że jak ja mogę siedzieć w domu, że co ja mogę robić, że przecież będę się nudzić.
Tymczasem ja mam do obejrzenia serial (kończę 1 sezon), mam całą ścianę książek, mam śmieci do wyrzucenia, mam zakupy do zrobienia, a o 18:00 mam pociąg i muszę się jeszcze spakować i zrobić sobie może coś do jedzenia na podróż...
Ale nieeee, muszę jechać na spotkanie z jakimiś ludźmi, których kompletnie nie znam, tylko dlatego, że to znajomi psychologa, z którym mieszkam...
A dajcie mi, k****, spokój...

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ENG: Yesterday I received the results of the DIVA-5 test, or in other words the ADHD test.
WHO WOULD EXPECT THIS RESULT. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
And this is a bit funny, psychologists who supposedly know body language, who know the DIVA result, who know that I am an introvert and don't like people, are surprised that how can I sit in house, what can I do here, I'll be bored.
Meanwhile, I have a series to watch (I'm finishing season 1), I have a whole wall of books, I have garbage to take out, I have shopping to do, and at 6 p.m. I have a train and I still have to pack and maybe make myself something to eat for the train...
But nooooo, I have to go to meet some people I don't know at all, just because they are friends of the psychologist I live with...
Leave me the f*** alone...

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Maybe what I'm gonna say has nothing to do with ur question, but this is what I like to say r.n
Sometimes I listen to some songs and find lines like: "I'd step in front of a train for you".
"I'd take a bullet for you". "I'd put my hand in the fire for you."
But, why? Why must our love destroy us? Why are we so quick and willing to obliterate us?
Why can't it build us up?
Why don't you say "I'll jump on a train for you." I will travel the world and fill my eyes with its splendor.
I will survive everything for you. I will thrive for you. I will write ur name across the light blue, concave curve of the sky for you, I will live to the fullest for you..
I will leave everywhere beautiful things intended to sprout, to bloom, to take hold in others.
This way, maybe our love - rather than finishing us off - might live forever.

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My goals for 2024 are interesting, but not overly complicated.
For example, my major goals for 2024 are:
- Successfully completing the year (Most importantly)
- Finishing another year in University
- Playing more incredible games (of all genres)
- Spending time with my family (and my pets, too)
Minor goals that I have in mind for this year are:
- Attempting to create more VTuber Pixel Arts (As well as regular Pixel Arts, in general)
- Listening to more outstanding pieces in the music industry (Rock and Metal are my favorites right now)
- Waiting for the MARDEK 4 (The fanmade game) to be released (It is bound to happen someday. Hopefully during this year)
On that note, there are many more goals in mind. But they are often overshadowed by the ones that I mentioned above. Thus, they are not as important as the rest of them.
That is all.

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highs:
— finally studying the course i've been eyeing off for ~5 years

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— finishing that course (i'm just about there, anyway!)

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— buying my first car

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— finding a rental that has a room for my son

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— attending australia's first ever knotfest

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— two music festivals and two concerts (well, the second is this weekend)

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— getting a new laptop for my birthday, so i can play my pc games again

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— falling back in love with reading

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— working more on trauma recovery and not backsliding

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— seeing all of my son's progress and accomplishments

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— getting closer to a friend i fell out with years ago and dearly missed

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— still having @aclockworkbananna by my side ♡

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lows:
— losing two friends who had meant a lot to me, but seeing with coloured glasses

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— realising my doctor is useless, and i'm gonna struggle finding one that works for me

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— having my first ever case of tonsillitis, so severe i had to go to the ER

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— my wisdom teeth pain flaring up to such an extent that i find it painful to eat / drink (even water)

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— joint pain after covid that has impacted my stamina when walking

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She didn't expect a question like that. Kaitlyn looked at the omnic, noticing that hesitated in answering her.

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However, she noticed some vulnerability in his words... and didn't know what to think.

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Of course, she was somewhat ignorant when it came to omnics and yes, she may have helped several in the past but she has never seen anything like this... showing emotions?

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Kaitlyn stared at Ramattra for a few seconds, eating her apple, thinking...

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Could they... could they dream? Was it even possible?

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Ramattra with a simple question got Kaitlyn to sympathize and answer honestly.
Finishing chewing, the matriarch wiped her lips with her thumb and crossed her arms, the one holding the apple was dangling.

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— Well...Yeah, I have. Bad dreams, nightmares, whatever ya wanna call 'em... We all have 'em sometimes.

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Kaitlyn tilted her head. Frowning slightly, her tone turns serious.

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— Some people have 'em frecuently, some don't... Me? Suffered from 'em all my life...

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She shrugs with a faint smile. Showed a hint of vulnerability.

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— Why 'ya ask? Did... something similar happen to you??

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We’re doing great! Cecilia is getting big. She’s definitely a daddy’s girl but loves her mama a lot. She said her first word the other day which is insane to me. She’s 8 months now and almost crawling! We started soft finger foods last week and she absolutely loves food it’s crazy. Her favorite thing right now is banana which we just mash up for her. Cayden’s also doing great! He’s been going to hockey with us at least once a week and then has his own lessons with my nephew which has been fun to watch! He’s really into coloring right now which is so sweet. He’s always asking to color a picture for his mama or sister. He’s still asking on the daily to get them flowers too even if we have some haha! He’s just so sweet and I love it. He’s still a mama’s boy and loves doing anything to make her happy ❤️ he tells both of us he loves us only a million times a day which is the sweetest thing and honestly as a parent the most rewarding thing. He’s so appreciative of everything and loves fully. We have our moments that’s for sure, but for the most part is just incredible and it’s so fun to have him at this age. He’s super aware of things and wants to be involved in everything which is cool because I’ve always wanted to have a little best friend and I do now. He also loves hanging out with his cousin Super and asks to go see him every other minute of the day haha! Anyways, the kids are both doing amazing and so are Laura and I ❤️ Laura’s been taking some well deserved time off from music and has been planning next year. She’s planning a tour right now and we’re both working on finishing up some wedding stuff for next year as well ❤️ her birthday is coming up in two weeks and we’re all going to be in Mexico for it which I’m excited about. She’s performing down there a few days before her birthday and then we get to celebrate her the rest of the week while we’re there. But she’s doing absolutely amazing, we took time off as you all know, to go to Italy last month and it was super refreshing. We finished up the house, for the most part at least, and traveled a little bit while we were there. We’ve been going on dates together at least once a week and it’s so nice to be able to spend time together. Not that we don’t usually, but we don’t get one on one time through the day with the kids which is totally fine but it’s nice to be able to have a night to ourselves as well ❤️ Laura’s still been writing songs, despite taking a little break from music. We’ve been writing together too which is something we’ve always done but it’s always nice to be able to do it together ❤️ She’s also been working on a project I can’t share about yet but I’m super excited for her and I can’t wait until we can share ;) but anyways, we’re all doing great. Just taking it day by day. Life has been a little slow these days but I’m soaking in every moment because I know the days are long but the years are short and right now I just want to spend every moment I can with my wife and our kids.

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being totally blind from birth… along with a constant wish and desire for engaging in any activity, which promotes lots of Thrill, seeking recklessness… With large rewards of adrenaline, rushing throughout my person. After throwing caution and fear to the 4 winds. because why let missed opportunity become lost opportunity?
I had a invitation to try my hand at Driven a racing car around lakeside raceway totally blind from birth with a very scared and nervous police woman sitting beside me, issuing visual instructions for me to follow, such that we both were not road kill after the finishing line! Hahah :)
And then of course, my project at 15 years old… In which io fitted a 3 hp washing machine motor to a swivel chair in an attempt to make my own extremely high speed and dangerous merry-go-round.
It actually worked… Until I had neglected to factoring a means of stopping it after it had got going.

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